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hey guys i've added to this playlist so. time for part two!

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nahoko (i miss you) - joe hisaishi

you KNOW I have to put kavexis. it's from the wind rises!! aka the most kavexis core movie I've ever watched!!!!! ugh I love this song and its title so much. there are a bunch of songs on the soundtrack that start with "nahoko" and they all have different things in parentheses. the encounter, her destiny, a rainbow, the proposal, I miss you, an unexpected meeting, and together are all of the songs that start with nahoko. (btw. alexis = nahoko for this) I'm such a sucker for symbolism, and I ADORE what you can say about these song titles. they are about nahoko to their core. everything about them is nahoko, but each one is a different part of the feelings attached to her. and this song in particular isn't just "wistfully gazing out of a window" it is stressed because jiro (kaveh) is stressed. he's trying to get to his lover, to his fiance, because she is sick. because he wants her to be well. because he misses her. nahoko, I miss you.

transparency - small crush

with great joy, I say zagreis!! transparency is one of my favorite songs. and with the enough I know of hades lore, let me ramble: (also!! spoilers for the supergiant game Hades ahead!!)

"I never knew how hard it could be / to stop talking with your tongue between your teeth / to feel real you must say what you mean / if you wanna go somewhere" though zagreus has made it to see his mother many times before, he has been untruthful about all of his reasons to go back to the surface. whenever asked why he seems to be fighting with a renewed vigor, he simply says that he wishes to visit persephone again. and he knows that there is a chance the unfamiliar feeling he has found may simply disappear, he still decided to find out the long way. a fitting decision for a boy as stubborn as him. "quit acting so upset / it's all just in your head / that you'll end up in an empty bed / with even colder sheets" meanwhile, aléxios has not been well. they miss the mysterious man they met recently, and wonder when they shall see him again. they worry if he was hurt. if he doesn't want to see them anymore. if something else possibly happened to stop him from seeing them. and though he has never gone further into their house than the kitchen, their bed has a cold spot where another body would have been. "you are here with me / we got the whole world pinned to the sleeves of our jackets / that we wear in the fall" once more, they reunite. once more, they learn so little but so much about each other. once more, aléxios and zagreus converse at her kitchen table. and every time afterwards, they grow closer, and they grow together. they have every memory they've shared sewn into the fabric of their being. both of their lives have changed, and neither zagreus nor aléxios could be happier about that. "if life's full of feelings, then why not feel them all? / if life's full of beauty, then why not see it all? / if life's full of change, why be scared?" if they are to be together, why should they not make the most of it? zagreus only has a bit of time with his mother, and even less with aléxios; the food they prepare for him almost always being left half-eaten on his plate. but he doesn't mind, and neither do they, for time spent together is time spent together. and the moments they have are filled with beauty. they are made of love, and care, and the feeling of holding someone dear to you closely. and though zagreus changes, and though aléxios changes, they change together. and it is beautiful. "and open up your eyes / see your visions impaired by the dark / claim back your sight / see all of your thoughts come to life" when aléxios is with zagreus, they feel like she can finally be loved without any chance of consequence. they do the same for zagreus, who can't believe how much adoration was waiting for him on the surface. yes, he had all who had grown to care for him in the house of hades, but nothing like this. like the motherly care from persephone, and the unconditional love from aléxios. he is stunned. and he is happy. (sidenote: he 100% calls aléxios "my love")

sweet talk - saint motel

OLIJAX!! OLIJAX MY BELOVED!! specifically, childe pining after oliver and trying his very best for their attention. "you're probably not aware / that I'm even here / well you might not know I exist / but I don't even care!" he doesn't mind that oliver doesn't look at him, he can look at them!!! how amazing is that!!! "sweet talk / everything you say / it sounds like / sweet talk to my ears / oh you could yell / "piss off! won't you stay away?" / it'd still be / sweet talk to my ears" and then. seeing oliver isn't even the best part (it's tied for #1 tho). he gets to HEAR Oliver SPEAK. SOMETIMES TO HIM!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??? WOOWOWOOWOOWOW. simply thinking about Oliver makes him feel all fuzzy inside. like wowowow. they're so. wow. !!!! maybe one day he'll go on a date with them! how spectacular would that be?

good luck, babe - chappell roan

CHAPPELL ROAN!! anyways. shroomiya :}

i think yoimiya wouldn't be that exposed to non-heterosexual relationships, so she wouldn't really realize that you could date people of the same gender. and because i'm too afraid of ruining a relationship to confess to her, she doesn't realize that what she feels for me is romantic. she assumes that we're just!! really good friends!! for so long!! and so eventually, she finds a nice man to fall in love with, but it doesn't feel right. but that's ok, you can't have a perfect life, right? and eventually, that boyfriend becomes her husband, and I, her maid of honor. the months after her marriage become years, and we're still very close, and one day, yoimiya comes to me with a problem. it's nothing her husband did, no, but more what she is doing. she doesn't know what she is doing. but she does know that she doesn't feel right in her relationship, for some reason hidden to her. she still follows her passions, he is kind to her. he loves her, she helps take care of him. and nothing was wrong with it. that's why she came to me, to ask why. and I would tell her something like "love can be uncooperative, and that's not anyone's fault. if he doesn't feel right, then it's better to do something about that then to let those feelings simmer. and remember, yoi, I will always love and be here for you." those words wander about in yoimiya's mind for months afterwards, and once more, those months turn into years. and throughout those years, we drift apart. through no fault of ours, however, simply by us both being more busy. then it all gets to her when she wakes up next to her husband, in the middle of the night, with her head in her hands, and realizes that she is no more than his wife. not to him, but to her. she doesn't feel the same amount of love for him as he does for her. and she thinks about me, all of those years ago, and she hates to say it, but i told her so.

HOT TO GO! - chappell roan

im obsessed with a couple versions of this. 1. olijax where oliver is playing music and this comes on, and ajax does the dance without even thinking (oliver didn't know he knew who chappell roan is) (there was a long conversation afterwards). 2. mizuha with mirei teaching kazuha the dance :} "like this?" "nono, your arms go straight up. yeah, like that!!" it took 7 minutes but he finally found out how to do the h. wish him luck when he realizes that he has to make a g with his arms. (he tries to make the letters by himself before following mirei's instruction) 3. me and yoimiya doing the dance BUT trying to do it while we're holding hands (it failed but it was fun). 4. scarayui where yui is like "hey scara do you want to learn the hot to go dance-" "no" (he learned it later by himself in case yui asked again)

the ENTIRE waitress musical soundtrack

PLEASEEEE I NEED KAVEH AND ALEXIS TO WATCH WAITRESS TOGETHER!! kaveh will be sobbing by the end. he will say "I love you like a table" to Alexis SO MANY TIMES. they learn to make pies together.

also!! baivi!! watching waitress together!! ougghogugh!! vi you would cry watching it. I think that baizhu would make you a pie the next day and give it a strange name and your reaction made him ever more sure he married the right woman.

but HIGH SCHOOL BAIVI?? "it only takes a taste"! ugh I love the idea of baizhu being really awkward in adolescence. he knows what to say ("if pies were books / yours would be shakespeare's letters!"), but is often too nervous to say it and often messes up. (the intro when dr. pomatter is comparing jenna to a kind waitress he used to know and jenna's like "thank you?? ig???" because he basically said "yeah she's old and a nice waitress just like you" BUT HE ONLY MEANT THE NICE WAITRESS PART and it's so odufosdhgdg) I love the thought of baizhu first reaching out to vi, and it's endearing how awkward he is. but vi loves it, because it's him trying to talk to her. "she was sweet to me, reminds me of you." / "you remind me of her, but, better." also it's DOCTOR pomatter and DOCTOR baizhu so. it's perfect.

also. honestly? I feel like baizhu has an INTENSE appreciation for musicians. he finds musical actors especially impressive, being able to move around so much and have such intense vocal requirements for each song? this makes it so instead of watching musicals he more studies them SKHFKHDF. vi asks how he's liking the musical and he goes "the vocal ranges of the actors are incredible"

scarayui "when he sees me" but it's not yui as dawn, it's scara. "I stick with real things / usually facts and figures / when information's in its place I minimize the guessing games / guess what? / "what?!" / I don't like guessing games or when I feel things / before I know the feeling" idk!! it just reminds me of scarayui!! but also, when dawn lists off things that would scare her off, it's instead scara listing off the endearing things he's found yui doing. the entire song, instead of dawn trying to convince becky + jenna why she's scared to try dating, it's scaramouche trying to convince someone that he does not, in fact, care too much about yui (lies!!).

STOP I LOVE THE SHROOMSYM WITH NEVER EVER GETTING RID OF ME OK HEAR ME OUT!! so. the character singing this. oklahoma/ogie for short. he was never really taught how to love someone as a child, seen well in the lines "my only friend was a stray kitty / called sardine!" ogie does not know how to love like most people, but he tries his best for dawn!! which brings me to sym!! who is both alien and artificial intelligence. naturally, he does not know most of how the people he interacts with work, besides from what he's learned from our media. this could cause him to be both good with words and terrible at talking. just like how curtis from the studio ghibli movie "porco rosso" was exaggerated, because he was based off of hollywood films, I believe, sym would be. uh. slightly off at times. he'd definitely try his best to interact with people, he'd try his best. (canonly he is quite skilled with words, but I think it is also canon that he learned most about people from media so. this is what I've taken from that.) I adore the thought of sym saying something really out of pocket and me going "sym. what do you mean by that." and him responding with something like "I've seen that phrase frequently used by humans in movies, is it not as popular outside of them?" UGH I love him.

but to elaborate. sym is like "it's ok, i'll never leave you! you'll never be able to escape me, don't worry" and he means to be reassuring but some media that has a "i'll never leave you" scene/line is similar to never ever getting rid of me. in the sense of ogie is being strange in this song. like you can't deny that he is being kinda wacky. but he has good intentions!! "gonna do this right / show you that i'm not lettin go / i love you means you're never ever gettin rid of me / "when you say never?" / ohhh, you could try / ohh but i / i love you means you're never ever ever gettin rid of me!" that's strange but he's trying his best and his best is not that great sometimes. but that's ok because i love sym he's so everything to me :) <3

(unrelated but "you will still be mine" makes me sob my eyes out every time. ough. he had his six string and i had my own thing though he can't remember what it is. he wrote me love songs yeah i liked that sad one so he sang it all the time. what was that one line somethin bout sunshine he sang it every nightt. SJHFJKHD IM GONNA CRY)

a guy that i'd kinda be into - stephanie hsu + 'be more chill' ensemble + be more chill

KAVEXIS PANTALOVI OLIJAX HIGHSCHOOL AU DONT EVEN TALK T OMEEE ODUODGUUGOGUGHG

so!! SOO!!! soooooo!! here are the different things i've thought of.

kavexis: kaveh is very smart, but how I view him in high school aus is that he's trying his best, but not doing too great socially. he's just not good with talking to people yet ok!! and Alexis, a more popular/well known student has known him since 7th grade, and they are at the very least friendly with each other. every time that kaveh sees Alexis pass by, he's filled with.. desire. desire to be close to her, desire to be more than just a friendly acquaintance, desire to be more to her. and so he tries his best to be just that. he makes an effort to become her friend, much to some jealous others disdain, and it works! meanwhile, Alexis starts to find herself seeing kaveh as more than just the guy she's known since middle school. more than someone she's friendly with. more than just kaveh. but most importantly, she finds that kaveh has become, or maybe always was, just the kind of guy she'd be into.

mehrak as the squip (I know nothing about be more chill but this sounds right BAHAHAH)

pantalovi: OGUOSDGUDIGHDG. pantalone, stuck-up and self-adsorbed. vi doesn't care much for him, and this seems to be exactly why he started to care about her. vi tried to ignore his attempts at talking to her, but eventually, she decides to humor him. and then something changes. vi was sure that nothing would come of her finally responding to him, but she was wrong. she thought that she already figured him out, but soon realized she never really knew him that well. he's gone from a guy that she'd never possibly think about, to the one constantly on her mind.

olijax: no this is The guy that i'd kinda be into selfship. like.. yeah oli has known ajax for a while blah blah they're nothing special together. partners on a few projects (he's mesmerized every time they talk to him), passing each other in a few hallways (he takes the long route to see them), but nothing more (he wants everything more). but one school year ends, another starts. everything is the same, everything is the same, except for ajax. he's definitely changed. oliver can't tell if only they noticed, or if there even was anything to notice, but they still do. but there is one thing that oliver is certain of: the change, whatever it is, is not unwelcome.

all I need - small crush

"how could i ever stray away / from your kiss / and at the end of the day / you're the one i really do miss" ough.. this fits everyone tbh i really like small crush. but the ones this makes me think of the most is zagreis, baivi, and kind of olijax (not those lines in particular but more the rest of the song).

meet the plastics - I'm not listing off all of these names so. mean girls musical.

"myy name is regiiiina georgeee...... and i am a massivveeee dealllllll" i love you meet the plastics. also idk i think it'd be fun as like alexis as regina with her smart loser boyfriend kaveh. and then mirei as karen but not because of like the ditsy girl thing but because karen's actor needs a powerful voice and honestly her songs are a lot of fun to listen to. and and uh can i be gretchen :} and oli you are. you are. janice. mirei you're also cady btw. you're both karen and cady. yui if you want you can be karen when cady is also in the scene. and vi. you're that one scene between cady and aaron where he asks what the date is and it becomes cady's new favorite day. grool.

if only / if only (reprise) - stray gods soundtrack

:( UGH shroomsym where I become a gardener (sym is a gardener but not in the. he has a garden sense. but in exocolonist, they are a group that i believe are immortal? and are more connected with vertumna, the planet exo takes place on :) but it's NOT what I expected in the slightest and feel as if I ruined my life. all of my friends, all of my memories, would eventually be replaced by only sym + the other gardeners and only vertumna. which, I suppose, is ok for a bit, but what about afterwards? what about when i've seen all of the wonders of vertumna and done everything there is to do? that's scary. "within me there will always be / something left behind in shadow / I'm tethered to you, I'm free / I've known i've loved you / before we were grown / never alone" but that's ok. everything changes, and things will forever get more interesting. what's the harm of a bit more time with my favorite gardener while we wait?

also.. baivi stray gods au could be a lot of fun.. maybe angsty tho i'll have to decide which romance route baizhu would be like.

the rest of the mean girls soundtrack

mirei going "hey kazuha let's watch mean girls together!" and kazuha agreeing and then getting his life CHANGED (he really likes musicals now).

mirei I ADORE all of karen's songs. "sexy" is so much fun it's so <3 !! ough. "if I could change the world I'd make it Halloween! every single day! and also have world peace!" mirei as a ditsy girl who's actually really in control of herself just likes the role. my beloved.

mirei as cady is also a lot of fun. going back to what I said for the mean girls roles, i wasn't joking, mirei you COULD be cady.

i love the idea of Alexis having the same amount of power as Regina George and then having Kaveh as her boyfriend. he's some nerd who's constantly singing her praises, and she loves him. if Alexis wants to watch the world burn, kaveh will bring her the gasoline :)

percy jackson musical soundtrack

um the obvious answer is modern au zagrius of zag + aléxios watching it together because. greek mythos yk. zagreus would be VERY upset at how it's not actually greek mythos, it's simply using the figures to create a new story set in a modern era. but aléxios probably doesn't mind as much and so he calms down :)

idk why but I just. really like the idea of mirei and kazuha watching musicals together. kazuha: "I don't care for musicals" mirei: "let's test that theory" (if this feels wrong then just swap the names hdkfsdkj)

("'I was walking in the strawberry fields with charlie beckendorf! / and we were holding hands! / and then i kissed him and he started growing sunflowers everywhere' / look, kid! / i hate to be the one to tell ya! / but i think that charlie beckendorf was also holding hands with a NYMPH! / that doesn't wanna wish you well / to tell you the truth? / the best thign is to BREAK UP WITH THE GUY / 'but he loves me!' / HE LOVES YOU NOT! NEXT!" idk how accurate that is but i dont want to look up the lyrics. ugh i love that stupid song. another terrible day.. stuck with these runts in the muck and mud.. george salazar you are perfect)

mayonaka no door / stay with me - miki matsubara

i finally looked up the lyrics to this, it's about finding familiarity with someone and never forgetting the important things they do for you. you know what I have to say to that. baivi. just that statement in itself, I feel, is very representative of baivi. loving each other, and keeping it that way.

songs from the "boo, bitch" tv show soundtrack (paraphernalia by temples, medicine by dayglow, dead girl! (shake my head) by au/ra, AMERICAN GURL by kilo kish)

im going to sob. my favorite tv show. my beloved. I NEED to watch this with yoimiya. :(( ugh ok maybe it's really predictable maybe it's not good. but MAYBE it changed my life. maybe i've watched it five times. maybe it took me until my 4th time to realize that one of the characters put his friends faces over the actors on a fast and furious poster. ugh i love you boo bitch </3

sweetest - small crush

putting this as shroomsym because me adding this song to this playlist was a very personal choice. "you are the sweetest thing / you make my phone ring" i almost always have do not disturb on, and the settings make it so only a few people can actually make my phone vibrate when they text me. the line you make my phone ring means a lot to me in the sense of if you make my phone ring, it means i really love you. "every time i talk to you / feels like i am falling / more and more each day" every time i talk to him he finds a new way for me to fall in love. a new thing about him that makes him even more endearing. some things repeat every time i see him, some things are consistent, but he is ever-changing. "walking down the street / I saw you and you saw me / something just feels right / an unbreakable light / is shining on my face" sym only appears if you look for him. sym only appears if you want him to. i want him to. and so he does. i saw him after he saw me. "didn't know i could feel this way / didn't know i could feel this way / didn't know i could feel this way" didn't know i could feel this way.

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