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A very beautiful dream.

I woke up happy, having one of the best feelings of the world.

I remembered the dream and felt good.... GREAT about it.

Less than a day later, I can't remember any of it. Nothing. It's blank.

I couldn't afford to forget that dream.

I can't afford to forget you.

Because to be honest I am legit confused how many anons are there and may be I am mixing things up.

Hi. OMG HI. YOU.... IT'S YOU.

And OMG I AM SUCH A HORRIBLE PERSON FOR REPLYING SO LATE. You must have given up on me once again. Ughhh. I am so sorry. I am gonna try to use Tumblr more often, please come back.

You know, there has not been a single day where I did not think about you, to be quite honest, I never stopped caring about you. It's such a rarity to be able to have that connection where the other just "gets" you, it was really something beautiful.

I am so geniuenly happy to know that you are doing so good. I am really glad.

And hey, you know, life sucks..and then it sucks more. And then you will some really great, some really beautiful moments where it may feel like "wow shit is getting better" and then the sucking part returns exponentially bigger and badder. So yea, the usual.

But in general, I am okay I guess. That's what that matters in the end, right? Us being okay.

You know we give too much shit to materialistic things..... or materialistic approach for that matter.

So what if something that's giving you pleasure is materialistic? The only thing that matters here, the only thing that should be the top most and only priority is your happiness. Fuck everything and everyone else. It's only these small doses of happiness that keep us sane and alive, no matter what they may be.