it wasn’t exactly a life worth living to most people. spending most days high, and most nights drunk, and all of his time wasting his potential, to sejun, it was the best time he could have. he didn’t see the point of doing something with his life when his life was bound to last forever. having fun was all that mattered to him. right now, his fun consisted of being at a randomer’s house party, somewhere in the city. of course, it was way past curfew, and the later into the night it was, the more fucked up him and everyone else in the house became. from where he stood on the third floor balcony, he could pretty much hear every person throwing up in bathrooms and fucking in every bedroom. the sounds had become white noise to him at this point. there was ringing in his ears from both the music and the mass amounts of alcohol and drugs in his system, and every image was a blur. sejun slowly stepped forward, half-empty beer bottle swinging in his hand as he did so. he came closer and closer to the edge, until his waist brushed against the stone wall. messily, he began climbing until his feet were secured on the top of the wall, and his body swayed dangerously. sejun looked at the ground. it probably wasn’t enough to kill him, but probably break his legs. things like this never seemed like a bad idea to him. considering the boy couldn’t even die, he learned to have an extreme lack of value for his life. sejun brought the bottle to his lips, downed the remaining drink, and dropped it over the edge, leaning forward to watch until it smashed on the concrete below. in the moment, he closed his eyes, breathing in a breath of fresh air and continuing to lean.

    the moment he heard the other’s voice, sejun couldn’t help but let out a small scoff, figuring he should have known she was bound to find him. “ this school is shitty from any angle, but at least from up here i don’t have to talk to any of these people. ” he told her with a smirk. he stared down at their entwined arms, an eyebrow cocked, before bringing his gaze back up to her face. “ look, if you’re here to stop me from jumping, fortunately i don’t feel like attempting to die today, so you can let go of my arm. ” his tone was slightly grumpy but nothing as bad as it could be. he’d much rather get to the point than waste time talking about his non-existent activities of the day.

    sejun groaned loudly, annoyed by the inconvenience of being caught by a member of staff. he turned to face her, his expression clearly showing how over the conversation he was already. “ what, in case i kill myself? ” he scoffed with a smirk. “ you don’t need to worry about that, love. ” he told her with a nod. sejun sighed, stepping past her and into the doorway, so that he was technically indoors and no longer on the roof. “ better? ” he asked,

    sejun sighed, turning his attention back to the school grounds, kind of annoyed by the interruption but it not bothering him too much. he was just glad it wasn’t a teacher that he had to then deal with. he took out a cigarette from the pack in his pocket, holding the lighter up to his face, after putting it in-between his lips, and lighting it. “ you think you doing a strip tease will make the view better? ” he questioned with an eyebrow raised, before giving the other a shrug. “ nice to know you’re confident, i guess. ” he puffed out smoke from his mouth, taking the cigarette and tapping it gently by his side.

    the school rooftop. somewhere he probably wasn’t allowed to be and yet still one of his favourite places. something about looking down at all of the tiny students, seeing all of them, whether they’re laughing with their friends or sitting alone under a tree, it was interesting to see the different lives below him. it was a quiet place, with rare company since it wasn’t exactly free for students to roam. which is why the opening of the roof door behind him caused him to look over in mild curiosity, mostly just wanting to see who had disturbed his alone time.

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