You know what? I wish I never found this community. I wish I never looked up any of the things I did years ago. I wish this wasn't a part of who I am. I hate it. I despise it. It has done nothing but make my life miserable. If it has actually bettered your life, then I am very happy for you, but it has done nothing but cause more problems and make me feel more alone than I ever have. I wish I could just be normal.













