Never A McMeany

8/7/15

Today was super eventful!

RTX 2015 Day 1:

Firstly, I’m sorry these photos are not in order I’m just really eager to get them out there.

Photo One: I got to finally meet the princess, the glorious blogbykris . And let me tell you. She is my spirit animal. Like; I always thought it was Joel that was because literally anything Joel does or says or like, thought process, I am like “Same”. But the amount of time I got to spend with the gorgeous woman, I was like “Please keep talking” because I was like ‘same…same…holy shit same.’ in my head. She gave the loveliest of hugs too an just. Holy crap I adore her. Like, Kris has been through a bit of stuff and just, it’s stuff I KNOW personally to happen to me too and even the things I don’t really get, I get some how; she’s one of those friends that I’m going to defend no matter what. People make mistakes, the mature ones realize this and learn from it and apologize knowing that the apology may not be accepted but they go on regardless. Honestly, I just, Kris is honestly so fucking sweet and I will protect her and care about her to the best of my abilities. <3

Photo Two: I got to go to the Joel and Adam autograph signing thingy thing. I was very eager to now, not only, have met Joel but Adam too. I do; I adore How To with a passion. It’s the one thing that keeps me sane a lot of the time (Despite cringing and screaming at my screen because they’re such nerds). When I first walked up Joel was instantly grinning again because, yep, I wore my unsub hoodie again. (To be fair, I don’t really go anywhere without it, It’s basically my comfort object, especially for when I have bad attacks or I just start getting that lonely/desperate feeling.) So I said a few things, got to hug them; 10/10 Adam could snap me in half and that would be my second Joel hug and it was brilliant. As they were signing I admit to Joel and Adam a tiny bit about how they help, especially Joel because if he hadn’t been so open about his Neurosis..I wouldn’t be here. I would have still felt alone, broken, and like something was wrong because My parents and family just…never really looked into it; it’s always an excuse and just…ye. And I also personally thanked him for liking the tweet about how I was glad he existed because of the comfort he brought and he was like ’yeah i see you on twitter and stuff’ and he was just smiling and I do….I hope it made his day and I hope to do the same someday for other people…to help them and make them smile when they most need it. And Adam is just a giant cinnamon man. Like, his hugs are so nice…also if you couldn’t tell at this point, I seriously love hugs. And Adam and Joel’s hugs were no exceptions, they were just perfection.

Photo Three: OK. OK YOU GUYS. I got to meet padalickingood too. Like, I knew she was going to be adorable and shit in real life, but the amount of cuteness and sweetness radiating off of her was waaaayyy more than I imagined. Of course, she was in line to Starbucks and I didn’t wanna say too much, but I got this rad as fuck selfie with her and I got this adorable Jack button and its now on my bag and like my biggest one on there and just holy shit guys. Aib is the sweetest thing ever. I fucking love her and I hope she has an amazing RTX and enjoys herself so much!

Photo Four: How To with Joel and Adam live was everything I’d hope it’d be. Just like when I’m watching them on the screen through my laptop….I laughed my head off, wanted to play with them so bad but uh…”We fucking suck at video games!” as said by Joel, is indeed why I don’t record myself plus I don’t think I’m funny and really I just wanna spend time with everyone aha. No, but really, they played Alien Isolation and at one point I looked away for a brief second because my phone dinged and all I hear is this loud “THUNK!” noise and fucking Adam fell on the ground and yes, sure I giggled, but I was mainly “ADAM ARE YOU OKAY FRIEND?! PLEASE DO NOT HARM YOURSELF PLEASE!” like, even though I don’t know them personally, my friend mode kicked in and just, fucking A dude, don’t get hurt. And they were so fucking cute, hiding under the desks while playing and FUCKING TINY KARA CAME ON AND I WAS LIKE “TINY CINNAMON ROLL WITH TWO LARGER CINNAMON ROLLS THIS IS TOO MUCH!!” like. Yeah, my voice is shot from shouting, but god damn. I’d do it all over again.

Photo Five: I was sitting at a table with my friends, waiting for the Autograph signing for Joel and Adam and I  just spot this ADORABLE.FUCKING.MAD.KING and I had to chase them down a second because, LOOK AT THIS FACE. I didn’t get their name but I really really hope they had a great time and I sort of wanted to like, befriend them, but I got nervous and just got a picture but they were hella fucking sweet! If this is you, please let me know and I wanna tell you, I loved your cosplay <3

Photo Six: WADE. WADE! Fucking Wade was walking by while my friend and I were resting and I about tossed my bag from my lap to get up and hug this man. I fucking ADORE Wade. Like, I watch him separately from Markiplier and the others too, and just. Wade is so funny (especially drunk) and he gave an amazing hug and all I could think was “Fuck. I’m in boots and I’m this tall to him? Imagine how tiny I am WITHOUT them on” he is a tall dude. But he was hella nice and that selfie is so fucking adorable like, excuse me, who gave you the right?!

Photo Seven: I took about 3 or so pictures of Zzzonbi and Adam in this moment but…this one is my favorite of the three. Like, look at Adam looking at her…it just makes me melt. He really is proud of her and clearly adores her. Like, she puts work into her cosplays, THEY BOTH DO. Just, I don’t know dude, I just love how he’s looking at her and all I can think about is how I hope to one day have someone look at me like this when I’m not looking and even WHEN I’m looking. I didn’t get to hug her like I wanted because I didn’t really wanna like do that while she’s cosplaying but like, god she’s so sweet. Also, a little later on I was talking and chilling with Kris again and they both came down in their How To Train Your Dragon cosplay and I about died. They are REALLY fucking nice costumes and I love how happy he is, how happy they both are. As I said, I know I’m not personally their friends, but my friendship instincts are there and I’m just. YAY THEY SO HAPPY. <3 <3