If this is all over the place. its literally because these 'memories' came back to me while I was legit at work. Like excuse me Brain. could you not give me a lore drop when I physically cannot pay full attention or like write this shit down?
Anyway. Heres a small introduction about myself first. cause None of you know who I am really.
Sup, Im Kuro Aizawa. I'm 19 years old (I think). I'm a transmale. So like. don't use feminine analogy when referring to me as that's a bitchy thing to do.
I also identify as Vampgender. So if you don't support Xenogenders kindly fuck off.
Im gay Questioning Polyamorous but like i said. Idfk. so don't ask.
Dating Katsuki Bakugou (@nebulabrigade)
My pronouns are He / Xe / Vamp / Fangs / They.
I am the co-host of the calamity Co. an endogenic system. so Anti-endos Fuck off. (not even kindly)
I have ASD level 2. SPD. Manic depression. BPD symptoms (we think) sever anxiety. separation anxiety. social anxiety, and attachment issues. We are selective mute. Have AuDHD. insomnia. I probably missed something idk.
OKAY NOW ONTO MY LORE MOTHERTRUCKERS!!!
Triggers warnings: MHA AU. NOT CANON, Sexual trauma. Child abuse. DO NOT READ IF NOT COMFORTABLE, Sui/cide attempt + s/h brief mention.
Shitty childhood. that's a major part of what i recall.
I was the reason my Family feel apart. We were quiet wealthy and well known. I have an older half brother. Shouta Aizawa. also known as underground hero Eraserhead. 1-A homeroom teacher ect ect. Approximately 12 years age difference.
We share the same mother.
Alrighty so how I single handedly ruined my family...... being born.
Okay well, it took until i developed my quirk actually. but may as well been since birth. How did my quirk ruin everything? Im glad you asked..
I inherited my father's quirk. which was vampire. So basically, I have enhanced physical abilities, speed, strength, stamina, vision etc. As long as I maintain a diet involving blood. If I neglect this part of my Diet I grow weak and fatigued. I can go into the sun. however prolonged exposure makes me grow nauseous. Meaning I'm subject to occasionally fainting or vomiting. Also Sunburn for me is EXTREMELY fucking painful. like what the fuck, unfair much?
Anyway. My Birth was a result of an affair my mother had with my father. The entire pregnancy and until I was around 3 Months old, Everyone assumed my father was the same as my brothers. Unfortunately i cannot provide any names for my parents as I don't recall them.
I was a spitting image of my mother. thick Black hair and piercing yellow eyes. However shortly after my birth I grew extremely Ill. And doctors couldn't figure out what was wrong with me. Until My fangs grew in. I was suffering from lack of blood in my diet. This was a dead giveaway. As My mother's was quirkless. and my 'dad's' quirk was erasure. therefore I had to have inherited my quirk from elsewhere. as noone in my Mothers bloodline had such a quirk.
Eventually it was revealed my mother had been having an affair with my father for over a year. When this was found out, my biological father was sentenced to death. As Adultery is/was heavily frowned upon in our group of society. My mother was immediately divorced and a lawsuit was made. My mother trying to claim some of my 'dad's' money. This however put my mother into debt, as she couldn't claim any thing. This started my mothers resentment towards me. As I 'ruined' everything. Like um. Bitch you cheated. It wasn't my fault.
As a result of the lawsuit my mother was forced into a life of poverty. As she was my legal guardian I suffered from this majority of my early life. Often being refused basic necessities so my mother did not go without. I would usually go without blood. leaving me very ill and sickly. On many occasions I was emitted to a hospital, barely alive.
From an extremely young age, i was forced to pick pocket or work long hours in environments not safe for a child of my age. Especially as the individuals I worked for were not good people. I was exploited from a very young age, one of my main sources of money was through sexual work. Something that to this day still makes me feel sick in the stomach.
From early on in my life. I never felt comfortable in my body. Yet I was unsure whether this was a result of the trauma i faced. While that was part of the reason. I discovered I was transgender at 14. Having attempted on my life shorty after getting my first menstruation cycle. Gross.
Some memories are still blurry. I can't remember quite a few things. such as the jobs I was forced to do. or many of my early teenage years. I think I reconnected with My brother shortly after my 16th birthday. Before hand i had been living on the streets. Im unsure for how long, I just know it was because my mother had kicked me out after I came out.
Shouta was quick to take me in. And for this I am eternally grateful. I finally learnt what It felt like to not feel fatigued all the time. To not have my body screaming at me for blood. I owe my Life to Shouta. who had been using his connections to try and locate me for years. He even helped me begin my transition. He was extremely understanding. especially with my intense dysphoria and depressive episodes.
Currently I'm adjusting to living with my head mates. While there are only a few of us, it still is weird. Fern is 'front stuck' or something. meaning Xe can't leave the consciousness. Suk can't access the inner world either. I'm actually unsure if we even have an inner world. Often it feels like when I'm not in front I just disappear until I return to the consciousness.
I am partially based on a few of Fern's ocs. however i have evolved into my own individual. sharing only a few details with Ferns Ocs.
I currently am considered the systems dysphoria holder. I may have more roles but idrk atm. I am the only male and gay individual in a sapphic nonbinary body. What a fucking joke.
Anyways that's all I can think of or remember at the current moment. Please feel free to ask me questions. I am always open to interaction.
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