𖦏 ] ִAlex .ᐟ

My life is genuinely shit, man. Constant nightmares for one. Feeling genuinely unlikable. The only person who I whole heartedly know I can trust is my boyfriend. Everyone else doesn’t like me. I cry a majority of the day. We were fucking assaulted yesterday and I don’t know what to do. We relapse nearly every other day and are constantly fighting not to get addicted again. Our room is a mess and our grades are slipping. I feel like everyone hates me. Like. Being so fr rn. Literally everyone hates me. I’m never a priority. I feel like I do so much for other people, I always try to be selfless. But the moment I need support I. I don’t get any.