kotori-chan

Im doing better..so much better..I got a job and im starting in like a week and a half and ive become really aware of time and how little we have of it, Ive been sad of course and ive also been trying to loose weight aswell, I hope certain habits of kine changes haha! According to my last post I hope I never get into a relationship again I want to find happiness within myself and grow on my own. So I romanticize my lonely life..

September 14,2023 I broke up with my First love, He was cheating on me, with multiple girls..ha what an update huh..Ive been depressed of course but I dont know what to do you know, Im extremely lonely, and I have no one that knows the real me so..I wont ever really be happy..Ive decided to live my life until my birthday march 19..i see nothing else for me here, but I will keep you lovely readers updated! I just put my depression dishes out to soak to wash them Im cleaning my depression room this weak and ill try to keep it clean so when I am gone my dad doesnt have to clean up behind me..