every day it gets harder to have a relaxed jaw and decent posture

refusal to participate due to self consciousness is actually more embarrassing than participating. it took me a very long time to figure that out. abject fear of embarrassment is actually causing you to do things that are more embarrassing than what you fear. you are gonna be embarrassed anyway. let go and be free

what doesn’t kill me leaves a pit in my stomach that never goes away

we’re basically halfway through the year this is getting SERIOUS

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

i have big big big brown eyes so i’ll be okay. rest of y’all stay safe

wednesday night….the thinking man’s friday