The truth of why i’m still single…
Have you ever has that feeling of “just knowing” when you’ve met someone? well i have and I've never had that feeling since. now is when your probably asking yourself “well if you’ve met him then be with him!? duh not hard” well that’s where your wrong. i met what felt like my soul mate and i fell so hard but he already had travel plans before we met. What kind of person would i be to ask him to put them on hold for me? never has on of those cheesy tumblr posts related so much in my life. if you love someone set them free. and thats exactly what i did and i ask myself pretty much everyday would things have been different if i hadn't have let him go. heck yes they would be. firstly i wouldn't have met half the people i know now and i certainly wouldn’t have done the traveling i did. i think i did myself a favour letting him go because I've become so much more myself being singe and that brings me to the title of this…..what ever this is….. the truth why i’m still single because i love getting to know who i truely am. don't get my wrong i do look at his Instagram post and see his happy couple photos with the girl who should of sorry could of been me and then i look at my life and realise i don't want to just have that one person to rely on. i have been there and i have done that and let me just say i highly do not recommend. placing your life and happiness in someone else's hands is not something you should ever do or at least consider it long and hard because at the end of the day the only person who can truely look out for you is YOU. i often think will i be alone forever like its a horrific thing? i always pictured my life super stereotypical, having the beautiful house, the loving husband, 3 happy, heathy kids and the big silly dog. but the more and more i think of that life i think if it doesn't happen, yes ill be devastated but then again the single fun, cool, jet setting aunt seems like a pretty good gig too. tbc...
