* OLIVIA RODRIGO'S SOUR ALBM PROMPTS ,
i want it to be like, messy.
i'm so caught up in the news of who likes me, and who hates you.
they'd all be so disappointed.
who am i, if not exploited?
where's my fucking teenage dream?
if someone tells me one more time "enjoy your youth", i'm gonna cry.
i wish i'd done this before.
i wish people liked me more.
all i did was try my best, and this the kinda thanks i get?
god, it's brutal out here!
i feel like no one wants me.
all i did was try my best.
this the kinda thanks i get?
i don't even know where to start.
i played dumb but i always knew.
now it sure as hell don't look like it.
there's no damn way that you could fall in love with somebody that quickly.
i know that you'll never feel sorry.
don't you dare forget about the way you betrayed me.
i got my driver's license last week just like we always talked about.
how could I ever love someone else?
i know we weren't perfect but i've never felt this way for no one.
i just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that i'm gone?
all my friends are tired of hearing how much I miss you.
they'll never know you the way that i do.
i still fucking love you.
1 STEP FORWARD, 3 STEPS BACK.
you got me fucked up in the head.
i hate that I gave you power over that kind of stuff.
it's always one step forward and three steps back.
i'm the love of your life until i make you mad.
do you love me, want me, hate me? i don't understand.
maybe in some masochistic way, i kind of find it all exciting.
did i say something wrong?
maybe this is all your fault instead.
when you gonna tell them that we did that too?
that was our place, i found it first.
let's be honest, we kinda do sound the same.
i hate to think that i was just your type.
i was the one who taught you billy joel.
i guess you moved on really easily.
i guess that you've been working on yourself.
god, i wish that I could do that.
i've spent the night crying on the floor of my bathroom.
you're so unaffected, i really don't get it.
what the fuck is up with that?
screw that and screw you!
you'll never have to hurt the way you know that i do.
your apathy's like a wound in salt.
you're doing great out there without me.
i know that you loved before.
i knew from the start this is exactly how you'd leave.
you left me there crying, wondering what i did wrong.
you always say I'm never satisfied.
i don't think that's true.
all i ever wanted was to be enough for you.
i'd say you broke my heart, but you broke much more than that.
i don't want your sympathy, i just want myself back before.
don't you think i loved you too much to be used and discarded?
don't tell me you're sorry.
i don't think anything could ever be enough for you.
i thought my heart was detached from all the sunlight of our past.
i hope you're happy, but not like how you were with me.
i kind of wanna throw my phone across the room.
i'd rather be anyone, anyone else.
i see everyone getting all the things i want.
their win is not my loss.
all i see is what i should be. i'm losing it.
know that i loved you so bad.
the things i did just so i could call you mine.
i defended you to all my friends.
you know that i'd do it all again.
it’s bittersweet to think about the damage that we do.
i was going down, but i was doing it with you.
i say that i hate you with a smile on my face.
don't know if i'll see you again someday.
we don't talk much but i just gotta say i miss you.
nothing's forever, nothing's as good as it seems.
i hope you know how proud i am you were created with the courage to unlearn all of their hatred.
i hope that you're happier today because i love you.