Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
â Live Streamingâ Interactive Chatâ Private Showsâ HD Qualityâ Free Actions
Free to watch âą No registration required âą HD streaming
ïŒNow he will ever remember thee in the sun of morning, and that last evening by the water of Aeluin in which he saw thy face mirrored with a star caught in thy hair - ever, until the North-wind brings the night of his flame.ïŒâHistory of Middle-earth Vol.10
reference from Lamia and the Soldier by John William Waterhouse
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
â Live Streamingâ Interactive Chatâ Private Showsâ HD Qualityâ Free Actions
Free to watch âą No registration required âą HD streaming
Thanks to @subliminamilly and @blue-to-blue for tagging me!
Last song: Englishman in New York by Sting.
Currently watching: I'm really bad at watching and keeping up with new shows so nothing currently.
Currently reading: Once again rereading The War of the Jewels.
Current obsession: The Silmarillion as usual, also my mom's new bees she got last week.
Currently working on: I'm trying to crawl out from my creative block by doing some tengwar calligraphy. It's not very good, but hey at least it's something
Last search: "Lyson bee smoker instructions"
Favorite flower: It changes all the time, but I'm gonna say Meadowsweet because they bloom rn and the smell is so lovely!!!
I feel like literally everyone I know here has already been tagged to this so I'm not tagging anyone, but feel free to consider yourself tagged if you see this :)
I just finished a reread of Unfinished Tales, so I was very excited to have the opportunity to draw her for @from-the-coffee-shop-in-edoras! Iove your idea for the fern frond tattoos!
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
â Live Streamingâ Interactive Chatâ Private Showsâ HD Qualityâ Free Actions
Free to watch âą No registration required âą HD streaming
Concept study for Elvish Fashion featuring the Originalâą FinBrothers and their Mini Me
FĂ«anor & Curufin: Splendor. They are wearing Noldor informal daywear inspired by Baroque/Rococo European Aristocracy (17thâ18th century), especially the Sun King and the extravagant courts of Versailles. Opulent, luxurious robes with theatrical flair and shimmering footwear. FĂ«anor is wearing the dramatic gemstones that once belonged to MĂriel.
Fingolfin & Turgon: Discipline. They are dressed in Vanyarin court fashion inspired by late Ming Dynasty China (17th century). I tried to portray the restrained elegance of high-ranking Ming officials and princes. Layered hanfu, structured silhouette, and minimal jewelry. Refined nobility rather than ostentatious wealth.
Finarfin & Finrod: Harmony. They are the most timeless here in my opinion. They are wearing Telerin outdoor fashion inspired by Ancient Mediterranean clothing (particularly Minoan and Classical Greece) mixed with Art Nouveau. Lots of drape and movement, sandals (because the Teleri love walking by the sea), gold jewelry, olive greens, laurel-style headpieces, wrapped waists. I tried to go 'less' historical noble and 'more' idealized gods.
Close-ups of my favorite details I'm forcing upon y'all
Tolkien Horror Week is back for another year of celebrating all the terrifying and unsettling bits of Tolkien's work! The event will run from October 25â31 and accepts all types of fanworks. There is an AO3 collection for the event here.
Below are some suggested prompts for each day of the week. They are not mandatory; feel free to combine them or disregard them entirely.
Day 1: Angband, Utumno, and Tol-in-Gaurhoth | older and fouler things | made and unmade
Day 2: Angmar, Minas Morgul, and NĂșmenor | like shades of night | devoted and damned
Day 3: Mordor and the Dead Marshes | a dark cloud of fear | dead and undead
Day 4: The Barrow-downs and the Old Forest | out of the mist | awake and asleep
Day 5: Mirkwood, Nan Elmoth, and Taur-nu-Fuin | the depths of the wood | hunter and hunted
Day 6: Nan Dungortheb, Ered Gorgoroth, and the Girdle of Melian | weaving webs of shadow | light and unlight
Day 7: Isengard, Moria, and the Paths of the Dead | the deep places of the world | sworn and forsaken
Please mention @tolkienhorrorweek in the body of your post and tag #tolkienhorrorweek and #tolkienhorrorweek2026 in the first 10 tags. You may also submit a post. Please tag any content warnings/gore and place any NSFW content beneath a read more/link to AO3.
For more information, see the FAQ. If you have any questions, drop them in the ask box.
I started this a while ago and always continued it while watching a series or something like that đ . I just really wanted to draw human faces and wanted to give all those nameless wives at least a face. I really really hate that Hiril's husband and her daughters husband gets a name even though they are technically not members of the chieftain line.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
â Live Streamingâ Interactive Chatâ Private Showsâ HD Qualityâ Free Actions
Free to watch âą No registration required âą HD streaming
What the Valar Look Like, Part II: Vestures of Purpose
a meta written for @esotolkienweek, Day 5: Art. in line with esotericâs meaning of âintended for or likely to be understood by only a small number of people with a specialized knowledge or interest,â this is definitely something for a small audience...I hope it finds those who can use it!
Part I: Fanar, the Shape and the Raiment
These fanar were, however, also personal expression (in terms suitable to the apprehension of the Incarnate) of their individual ânaturesâ and functions, and were usually also clad in vestures of similar purpose.â
âParda Eldalamberon No.17
Part I was a meta establishing what a fana is and how fanar work.
In this post (Part II), I will share a collection of quotes from a variety of sources describing the canonical appearances of the Valar, broken down by each individual Vala. Some of these descriptions will be rather tenuous, vague, or downright countercanonical given their place early in the timeline of the Legendariumâs development, but all will be at least somewhat connected to the Valar and their aesthetics. Then I will give a brief description of my headcanons of what the Valar look like. Iâll also link to any visual depictions I have made of the Valar.
Speaking of, here are a few to start you off...
Visual depictions I have made of all (or several of) the Valar:
Servants of the Valar (graphic; 2025)
The Valar & the OrixĂĄs (graphic; 2022)
Mansions of the Valar (graphic; 2021)
~~~
MANWĂÂ
His raiment is blue, and blue is the fire of his eyes, and his sceptre is of sapphire, which the Noldor wrought for him.
âThe Silmarillion, âOf the Beginning of Daysâ
Lo, ManwĂ« SĂșlimo clad in sapphires, ruler of the airs and wind, is held lord of Gods and Elves and Men, and the greatest bulwark against the evil of Melko.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Music of the Ainurâ
But when the great Gods and all their folk were armed, then ManwĂ« climbed into his blue chariot whose three horses were the whitest that roamed in OromĂ«âs domain, and his hand bore a great white bow that would shoot an arrow like a gust of wind across the widest seas.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Chaining of Melkoâ
Now is a court set upon the slopes of Taniquetil and Melko arraigned before all the Vali great and small, lying bound before the silver chair of Manwë.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Chaining of Melkoâ
But those of the Noldoli whom Aulë had most deeply taught laboured in secret unceasingly, and of Aulë they had wealth of metals and of stones and marbles, and of the leave of the Valar much store too was granted to them of the radiance of Kulullin and of Telimpë held in hidden bowls. Starlight they had of Varda and strands of the bluest ilwë Manwë gave them; water of the most limpid pools in that creek of KÎr, and crystal drops from all the sparkling founts in the courts of Valmar.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Coming of the Elves and the Making of KĂŽrâ
Sapphires in great [?wonder] were given to Manwë and his raiment was crusted with them...
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Coming of the Elves and the Making of KĂŽrâ
Now this babe was of greatest beauty; his skin of a shining white and his eyes of a blue surpassing that of the sky in southern landsâbluer than the sapphires of the raiment of ManwĂ« and the envy of Meglin was deep at his birth, but the joy of Turgon and all the people very great indeed.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part Two, âThe Fall of Gondolinâ
Of that last battle of the upland heath whose roof is the wide skyânor was there any other place beneath the blue folds of ManwĂ«âs robe so nigh the heavens or so broadly and so well encanopiedâwhat grievous things I saw I have told.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part Two, âThe History of Eriol or Ălfwineâ
My personal image of Manwë is of a tall, pale, thin, birdlike figure; he is partially concealed by clouds and feathers, but his eyes are a bright, piercing blue.
Visual depictions of I have made of Manwë:
Manwë & Melkor (graphic; 2025)
Manwë (graphic; 2020)
~
VARDA
Too great is her beauty to be declared in the words of Men or of Elves; for the light of IlĂșvatar lives still in her face. In light is her power and her joy.
âThe Silmarillion, âValaquentaâ
With Manwë dwelt Varda the most beautiful...
âThe Silmarillion, âOf the Beginning of Daysâ
Snow-white! Snow-white! O Lady clear!
O Queen beyond the Western Seas!
O light to us that wander here
Amid the world of woven trees!
Gilthoniel! O Elbereth!
Clear are thy eyes and bright thy breath!
Snow-white! Snow-white! We sing to thee
In a far land beyond the sea.
O Stars that in the Sunless Year
With shining hand by her were sown,
In windy fields now bright and clear
We see your silver blossom blown!
O Elbereth! Gilthoniel!
We still remember, we who dwell
In this far land beneath the trees,
Thy starlight on the Western Seas.
âSong to Elbereth, final version (The Fellowship of the Ring, âThreeâs Companyâ)
(I highly recommend listening to Adele McAllisterâs rendition of this song!)
O Stars that in the Sunless Year
Were kindled by her silver hand,
That under Night the shade of Fear
Should fly like shadow from the land!
O Elbereth! Gilthonieth!
Clear are thy eyes, and cold thy breath!
âSong to Elbereth, excerpt from draft version (The Return of the Shadow, âFrom Hobbiton to the Woody Endâ)
Varda it was who at the playing of the Music had thought much of light that was of white and silver, and of stars...
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Music of the Ainurâ
There Bredhil the Blessed the bluemantled,
the Lady of the heights as lovely as the snow
in lights gleaming, of the legions of the stars,
the cold immortal Queen of mountains,
too fair and terrible too far and high
for mortal eyes, in ManwĂ«'s court...Â
âLays of Beleriand, âThe Flight of the Noldoli from Valinor,â vv. 45-50
With him was Varda the most beautiful. Now the Ainur that came into the world took shape and form, such even as have the Children of IlĂșvatar who were born of the world; but their shape and form is greater and more lovely and it comes of the knowledge and desire of the substance of the world rather than of that substance itself, and it cannot always be perceived, though they be present. And some of them, therefore, took form and temper as of female, and some as of male. But Varda was the Queen of the Valar, and was the spouse of ManwĂ«; and she wrought the stars, and her beauty is high and aweful, and she is named in reverence.
âThe Lost Road and Other Writings, âAinulindalĂ«â
And Manwe and Ulmo and Aule were as Kings; but Varda was the Queen of the Valar, and the spouse of Manwe, and her beauty was high and terrible and of great reverence.
âMorgothâs Ring, âThe Music of the Ainur and the Coming of the Valarâ
The hands of Varda/Elbereth were like all her fana of shining white.
âParma Eldalambaron No. 17
Her hands are thus compared poetically in âGaladrielâs Lamentâ to clouds â white and shining still above the rising darkness that swiftly engulfed the shores and the mountains, and at last her own majestic figure upon the summit of OiolassĂ«.
âParma Eldalambaron No. 17
Fanuilos was thus a title of, or second name for Elebereth, made after the coming of the Exiles, and conveyed in full some such meaning as âbright angelic figure, far away upon Uilos (= OiolassĂ«),â or ââ angelic figure ever-snow-white (shining afar).â
âParma Eldalambaron No. 17
Though Varda is described as white, pale, and shining, in my mind she has always had skin as dark as the night sky, dotted with gleaming white stars. Perhaps the stars are so thick upon her skin that she appears to shine white. I imagine her hair as long and dark, also speckled with stars.
Visual depictions of I have made of Varda:
Varda (graphic; 2020)
this one is actually of Ilmarë, but shares a lot of the same aesthetics (graphic; 2020)
~
AULĂ
Now KĂŽr is lit with this wealth of gems and sparkles most marvellously, and all the kindred of the EldaliĂ« are made rich in their loveliness by the generosity of the Noldoli, and the Godsâ desire of their beauty is sated to the full. Sapphires in great [?wonder] were given to ManwĂ« and his raiment was crusted with them, and OromĂ« had a belt of emeralds, but Yavanna loved all the gems, and AulĂ«âs delight was in diamonds and amethysts.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Coming of the Valar and the Building of Valinorâ
Aulë
A word aulĂ« âshaggyâ is given in QL as a derivative from a root owo (whence also oa âwoolâ, uĂ« âfleeceâ), but without any indication that this is to be connected with the name of the Vala.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âAppendix: Names in the Lost Tales â Part Iâ
We have very little information about AulĂ«âs appearance. In my mind, he takes the shape of a dwarf! A large dwarf, taller than an elf, but dwarflike in proportions and certainly with a beard, thick and fiery (perhaps made of actual fire!). His eyes are made of glowing orange fire: warm and gentle, most of the time, but fierce when angered.
Visual depictions of I have made of Aulë:
Aulë & Mahtan (graphic; 2026)
Ace Aulë (moodboard with picrew; 2023)
Aulë (graphic; 2020)
~
YAVANNA
In the form of a woman she is tall, and robed in green; but at times she takes other shapes. Some there are who have seen her standing like a tree under heaven, crowned with the Sun; and from all its branches there spilled a golden dew upon the barren earth, and it grew green with corn; but the roots of the tree were in the waters of Ulmo, and the winds of Manwë spoke in its leaves.
âThe Silmarillion, âValaquentaâ
Then sorrowfully Yavanna stood upon the plain and her form trembled and her face was very pale for the greatness of the effort that her being put forth, striving against fate.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Tale of the Sun and Moonâ
But think not, Ălfwine, that the shapes wherein the Great Ones array themselves are at all times like unto the shapes of kings and queens of the Children of Iluvatar; for at whiles they may clothe them in their own thought, made visible in forms terrible and wonderful. And I myself, long years agone, in the land of the Valar have seen Yavanna in the likeness of a Tree; and the beauty and majesty of that form could not be told in words, not unless all the things that grow in the earth, from the least unto the greatest, should sing in choir together, making unto their queen an offering of song to be laid before the throne of Iluvatar.
âMorgothâs Ring, âAinulindalĂ« Câ
So Yavanna is a known shapeshifter. I think she probably has several âEldarinâ forms as well: one more elven, with curly brown hair and warm brown skin with subtle green undertones; and one more eldritch, with skin like bark, hair like willow branches, and slit cat-eyes, complete with claws and fangs.
Visual depictions of I have made of Yavanna:
The Isle of Almaran (graphic; ft. Yavanna; 2026)
Yavanna (graphic; 2023)
Yavanna (graphic; 2019)
~
ULMO
Moreover he does not love to walk upon land, and will seldom clothe himself in a body after the manner of his peers. If the Children of Eru beheld him they were filled with a great dread; for the arising of the King of the Sea was terrible, as a mounting wave that strides to the land, with dark helm foam-crested and raiment of mail shimmering from silver down into shadows of green. The trumpets of Manwë are loud, but Ulmo's voice is deep as the deeps of the ocean which he only has seen.
âThe Silmarillion, âValaquentaâ
And the wave came towards him, and upon it lay a mist of shadow. Then suddenly as it drew near it curled, and broke, and rushed forward in long arms of foam; but where it had broken there stood dark against the rising storm a living shape of great height and majesty. Then Tuor bowed in reverence, for it seemed to him that he beheld a mighty king. A tall crown he wore like silver, from which his long hair fell down as foam glimmering in the dusk and as he cast back the grey mantle that hung about him like a mist, behold! he was clad in a gleaming coat, close-fitted as the mail of mighty fish, and in a kirtle of deep green that flashed and flickered with sea-fire as he strode slowly towards the land. In this manner the Dweller of the Deep, whom the Noldor name Ulmo, Lord of Waters, showed himself to Tuor son of Huor of the House of Hador beneath Vinyamar. He set no foot upon the shore, but standing knee-deep in the shadowy sea he spoke to Tuor, and then for the light of his eyes and for the sound of his deep voice that came as it seemed from the foundations of the world, fear fell upon Tuor and he cast himself down upon the sand.
âUnfinished Tales, âThe Fall of Gondolinâ
Then it seemed to Tuor that Ulmo parted his grey mantle...
âUnfinished Tales, âThe Fall of Gondolinâ
And as Ulmo said these things the mutter of the storm rose to a great cry, and the wind mounted, and the sky grew black; and the mantle of the Lord of Waters streamed out like a flying cloud.
âUnfinished Tales, âThe Fall of Gondolinâ
Then there was a noise of thunder, and lightning flared over the sea; and Tuor beheld Ulmo standing among the waves as a tower of silver flickering with darting flames; and he cried against the wind...
âUnfinished Tales, âThe Fall of Gondolinâ
...more striking than the portrayal of the god Ulmo as originally seen, sitting among the reeds and making music at twilight by the river Sirion, but many years later the lord of all the waters of the world rises out of the great storm of the sea at Vinyamar. Ulmo does indeed stand at the centre of the great myth. With Valinor largely opposed to him, the great God nonetheless mysteriously achieves his end.
âThe Fall of Gondolin, âPrefaceâ
...and his car was drawn by narwhal and sealion and was in fashion like a whale; and amidst the sounding of great conches he sped from Ulmonan. So great was the speed of his going that in days, and not in years without count as might be thought, he reached the mouth of the river. Up this his car might not fare without hurt to its water and its banks; therefore Ulmo, loving all rivers and this one more than most, went thence on foot, robed to the middle in mail like the scales of blue and silver fishes; but his hair was a bluish silver and his beard to his feet was of the same hue, and he bore neither helm nor crown. Beneath his mail fell the skirts of his kirtle of shimmering greens, and of what substance these were woven is not known, but whoso looked into the depths of their subtle colours seemed to behold the faint movements of deep waters shot with the stealthy lights of phosphorescent fish that live in the abyss. Girt was he with a rope of mighty pearls, and he was shod with mighty shoes of stone.
âThe Fall of Gondolin, âThe Tale of the Fall of Gondolinâ
Then Ulmo was wrapped in a mist as it were of sea-air in those inland places...
âThe Fall of Gondolin, âThe Tale of the Fall of Gondolinâ
Perhaps most notable of all the characters of Ulmo was the fathomless depth of his eyes and his voice when he spoke to Tuor, filling him with fear...
âThe Fall of Gondolin, âThe Evolution of the Storyâ
Then was there much eagerness alight, and Eriol told them of his first wanderings about the western havens, of the comrades he made, and the ports he knew; of how he was one time wrecked upon far western islands and there upon a lonely eyot found an ancient mariner who dwelt for ever solitary in a cabin on the shore, that he had fashioned of the timbers of his boat.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part Two, âThe Tale of TinĂșvielâ
I absolutely adore the detail we get about Ulmo and his appearance! But going off of that first quote from Valaquenta, I imagine he most often takes the form of a great wave in the vague shape of a man, or else an aquatic animal.
Visual depictions of I have made of Ulmo:
Aro Ulmo (moodboard with picrew; 2026)
CĂrdan + Ulmo (graphic; 2026)
Aro Ulmo (moodboard with picrew; 2023)
Ulmo & Nienna (graphic; 2020)
~
NIENNA
And Nienna arose and went up onto Ezellohar, and cast back her grey hood, and with her tears washed away the defilements of Ungoliant; and she sang in mourning for the bitterness of the world and the Marring of Arda.
âThe Silmarillion, âOf the Flight of the Noldorâ
To VĂȘ Fui came not much, for she laboured rather at the distilling of salt humours whereof are tears, and black clouds she wove and floated up that they were caught in the winds and went about the world, and their lightless webs settled ever and anon upon those that dwelt therein. Now these tissues were despairs and hopeless mourning, sorrows and blind grief. The hall that she loved best was one yet wider and more dark than VĂȘ, and she too named it with her own name, calling it Fui. Therein before her black chair burnt a brazier with a single flickering coal, and the roof was of batsâ wings, and the pillars that upheld it and the walls about were made of basalt.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Coming of the Valar and the Building of Valinorâ
Yet mightier than she is Nienna who dwells with Nefantur Mandos. Pity is in her heart, and mourning and weeping come to her, but shadow is her realm and night her throne.
âThe Lost Road and Other Writings, âQuenta Silmarillionâ
I have two visions of Nienna. The first is of a woman simply covered in eyes: her hands, face, arms, legs, feet, etc...each of them a different shape and color, each of them weeping. Her skin between the eyes is a pale, deathly white, as is her long hair. The second is less disturbing, but still mysterious: a person-shaped figure concealed entirely by a gray robe, a white mask covering where her face might be, marked to show grief and sorrow. But I also think that when she is in the role of actively comforting someone, she changes her visage to appeal best to that person: kindly, familiar, gentle, whatever that might be to them.
Visual depictions of I have made of Nienna:
Aro Nienna (moodboard with picrew; 2026)
Nienna x Elwing (art; 2026)
Nienna (graphic; 2026)
Aro Nienna (moodboard with picrew; 2022)
Fëanturi (art; 2020)
Ulmo & Nienna (graphic; 2020)
Nienna (graphic, 2019)
Fëanturi (graphic; 2019)
~
NĂMO
There they beheld suddenly a dark figure standing high upon a rock that looked down upon the shore. Some say that it was Mandos himself, and no lesser herald of Manwë.
âThe Silmarillion, âOf the Flight of the Noldorâ
There rode the FĂĄnturi upon a car of black, and there was a black horse upon the side of Mandos and a dappled grey upon the side of LĂłrien...
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Chaining of Melkoâ
NĂĄmo is barely described, and to me that says he is barely perceived. His visage is nothing but a great black robe, two hands of bone reaching from its sleeves, and nothing but utter darkness beneath his hood, save for two twinkling white stars for eyes.
Visual depictions of I have made of NĂĄmo:
Fëanturi (art; 2020)
NĂĄmo (art; 2020)
NĂĄmo (graphic, 2019)
Fëanturi (graphic; 2019)
~
VAIRĂ
Vairë is the only Vala for whom we have legitimately zero visual information.
In my mind, VairĂ«âs eyes are often closed, and when opened, are pure white with no iris or pupils. She takes the form of a woman draped in robes that are ever-shifting in pattern and color, and her hair and face are covered in a sheer veil. She has multiple sets of arms and hands, though they are not all always visible, and each pair is constantly moving: weaving, spinning, telling the tales of the world.
Visual depictions of I have made of Vairë:
Fëanturi (graphic; 2019)
Vairë (graphic; 2019)
~
IRMO
...but LĂłrien who loveth twilights and flittering shadows, and sweet scents borne upon evening winds, who is the lord of dreams and imaginings, sat nigh and whispered swift noiseless words, while his sprites played half-heard tunes beside him like music stealing out into the dark from distant dwellings; and the Gods poured upon that place rivers of the white radiance and silver light which Silindrin held even to the brimâand after their pouring was Silindrin yet well nigh full.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Coming of the Valar and the Building of Valinorâ
SPAN- white. Q fanya, fĂĄna cloud. N fein white, faun cloud (*spÄna); T spania ; Dan. spenna. Cf. Fanyamar upper air; Span-turo âlord of cloudâ, Q Fantur surname of Mandos (Nurufantur, N Gurfannor âlord of Death-cloudâ) and of his brother LĂłrien (Olofantur, N Olfannor âlord of Dream-cloudâ); N pl. i-Fennyr or Fennir = LĂłrien and Mandos [see ĂGUR, OLOS]. (Confused in N with PHAY, q.v.)
[The beginning of this entry was first written âfanya cloudâ; âcloudâ was struck through, and fĂĄna added, with meanings âwhiteâ and âcloudâ, but it is not clear how they are to be applied. - For Fanyamar see the Ambarkanta, IV. 236 etc. - I do not think that this association of the Fanturi with âcloudâ is found anywhere else.]
âThe Lost Road and Other Writings, âThe Etymologiesâ
To me, Irmo is a pale white figure, clad in sheer robes if he deigns to wear clothing at all. His hair is silver with flecks of gold, if he decides to have hair. It is hard to really fix an image of him in your mind, for he is always shifting in and out of sight, never quite in focus, just at the edge of comprehension. His eyes are pure, molten gold. Moths and butterflies often flit around him, further obscuring oneâs view of him. Pale, shimmering rainbows dance around him, as if he emits light.
Visual depictions of I have made of Irmo:
Fëanturi (art; 2020)
Fëanturi (graphic; 2019)
Irmo (graphic; 2019)
~
ESTĂ
Grey is her raiment; and rest is her gift.
âThe Silmarillion, âValaquentaâ
The wife of Lorien is Este the pale, but she goes not to the councils of the Valar and is not accounted among the rulers of Arda, but is the chief of the Maiar.
âMorgothâs Ring, âThe Annals of Amanâ
Estë the pale is his wife, who walks not by day, but sleeps on an island in the dark lake of Lorien [> Lorion]. Thence her fountains bring refreshment to the folk of Valinor; yet she comes not to the councils of the Valar, and is not reckoned among their queens.
âMorgothâs Ring, âOf the Valarâ
So: Estë is grey and pale. To me, this evokes an image of a pale woman in a grey robe, often hooded, often lying down. When she does walk, it is very slowly. Her eyes are always closed. Her hair is gray, and fades into fog at the ends.
Visual depictions of I have made of Estë:
Fëanturi (graphic; 2019)
Estë (graphic; 2019)
~
OROMĂ
In the far days of their âAwakeningâ they had been visited and protected by OromĂ« in his fana of a great horseman mounted upon Nahar and bearing his mighty horn, the ValarĂłma.
âParma Eldalambaron No. 17
But in Valmar his halls are wide and low, and skins and fells of great richness and price are strewn there without end upon the floor or hung upon the walls, and spears and bows and knives thereto. In the midst of each room and hall a living tree grows and holds up the roof, and its bole is hung with trophies and with antlers. Here is all OromĂ«âs folk in green and brown and there is a noise of boisterous mirth, and the lord of forests makes lusty cheer; but VĂĄna his wife so often as she may steals thence.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Coming of the Valar and the Building of Valinorâ
...but Oromë rode alone upon a chestnut horse and had a spear...
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Coming of the Valar and the Building of Valinorâ
Now KĂŽr is lit with this wealth of gems and sparkles most marvellously, and all the kindred of the EldaliĂ« are made rich in their loveliness by the generosity of the Noldoli, and the Godsâ desire of their beauty is sated to the full. Sapphires in great [?wonder] were given to ManwĂ« and his raiment was crusted with them, and OromĂ« had a belt of emeralds, but Yavanna loved all the gems, and AulĂ«âs delight was in diamonds and amethysts.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Coming of the Valar and the Building of Valinorâ
The name Tavros given to OromĂ« (891, 904) has occurred long before in the Gnomish dictionary, defined as the âchief wood-fay, the Blue Spirit of the Woods' (I. 267, entry Tavari). With his tree-propped halls (892) compare the description of OromĂ«'s dwelling in Valmar in the tale of The Coming of the Valar and the Building of Valinor, I. 75-6. At line 893 is the first mention of the golden hooves of OromĂ«'s horse.
âThe Lays of Beleriand, âThe Lay of Leithianâ
Oromë was the lord divine
of all those woods. The potent wine
went in his halls and hunting song.
The Gnomes anew have named him long
Tavros, the God whose horns did blow
over the mountains long ago;
who alone of Gods had loved the world
before the banners were unfurled
of Moon and Sun; and shod with gold
were his great horses. Hounds untold
baying in woods beyond the West
grey and limber, black and strong,
white with silken coats and long,
brown and brindled, swift and true
as arrow from a bow of yew;
their voices like the deeptoned bells
that ring in Valmar's citadels,
their eyes like living jewels, their teeth
like ruel-bone. As sword from sheath
they flashed and fled from leash to scent
for Tavrosâ joy and merriment.
âThe Lays of Beleriand, âThe Lay of Leithian,â vv. 2242-2264
In my mind, Oromë looks just like an elf, just a lot more. His hair is silver-white; his eyes are brown; his medium-tan skin is often bare, and he ripples with muscle. But everything about him has just a little more of an edge. He seems realer than real, closer to nature, always bigger than you remember, always thrumming with primal energy and raw power. The most obviously un-elflike things about him are his fangs, claws, and of course the mighty antlers growing from his head.
Visual depictions of I have made of Oromë:
The Hunt of OromĂ« - heâs not actually depicted, but gets the vibe across (graphic; 2026)
The Hunt of Oromë - likewise (graphic; 2020)
Oromë (graphic; 2019)
~
VĂNA
The spouse of Oromë is Våna, the Ever-young; she is the younger sister of Yavanna. All flowers spring as she passes and open if she glances upon them; and all birds sing at her coming.
âThe Silmarillion, âValaquentaâ
...and she clung to the bole of Laurelin and wept. Now was the time of faintest hope and darkness most profound fallen on Valinor that was ever yet; and still did VĂĄna weep, and she twined her golden hair about the bole of Laurelin and her tears dropped softly at its roots.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Tale of the Sun and Moonâ
There follows an account of how VĂĄna, repenting of her past murmurings, cut short her golden hair and gave it to the Gods, and from her hair they wove sails and ropes âmore strong than any mariner hath seen, yet of the slenderness of gossamerâ.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Tale of the Sun and Moonâ
âSuch,â then said VairĂ«, âwas and still is the manner of OlĂłrĂ« MallĂ«, the Path of Dreams; but of far other sort was the work of OromĂ«, who hearing the words of ManwĂ« went speedily to VĂĄna his wife, and begged of her a tress of her long golden hair. Now the hair of VĂĄna the fair had become more long and radiant still since the days of her offering to AulĂ«, and she gave to OromĂ« of its golden threads.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Hiding of Valinorâ
Vana the fair, her younger sister, is the wife of Oromë...
âMorgothâs Ring, âThe Annals of Amanâ
Vana is his wife, the ever-young, the queen of flowers, who has the beauty both of heaven and of earth upon her face and in all her works; she is the younger sister of Varda and Palurien.
âMorgothâs Ring, âOf the Valarâ
I once saw it conjectured that VĂĄna took the form of a child, thus being âever-young.â I do think that is one of her forms, but I also imagine her as a youth just on the cusp of adulthood. Her hair is gold, and her eyes are green: the bright green of spring, of new-grown leaves. She is spring made manifest: not quite âripe,â but almost, bursting with energy and potential.
Visual depictions of I have made of VĂĄna:
Aroflux VĂĄna (moodboard with picrew; 2023)
VĂĄna (graphic; 2020)
~
TULKAS
His hair and beard are golden, and his flesh ruddy; his weapons are his hands.
âThe Silmarillion, âValaquentaâ
But lo, the other was the spouse of Oromë the hunter who is named Aldaron king of forests, who shouts for joy upon mountain-tops and is nigh as lusty as that perpetual youth Tulkas.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Coming of the Valar and the Building of Valinorâ
Otherwise was the mind of Tulkas, and he dwelt amidmost of Valmar. Most youthful is he and strong of limb and lusty, and for that is he named PoldĂłrĂ«a who loveth games and twanging of bows and boxing, wrestling, running, and leaping, and songs that go with a swing and a toss of a wellfilled cup. Nonetheless is he no wrangler or striker of blows unprovoked as is Makar, albeit there are none of Valar or Ăvanimor (who are monsters, giants, and ogres) that do not fear the sinews of his arm and the buffet of his iron-clad fist, when he has cause for wrath. His was a house of mirth and revelry; and it sprang high into the air with many storeys, and had a tower of bronze and pillars of copper in a wide arcade. In its court men played and rivalled one another in doughty feats, and there at times would that fair maiden Nessa wife of Tulkas bear goblets of the goodliest wine and cooling drinks among the players. But most she loved to retire unto a place of fair lawns whose turf OromĂ« her brother had culled from the richest of all his forest glades, and PalĂșrien had planted it with spells that it was always green and smooth. There danced she among her maidens as long as Laurelin was in bloom, for is she not greater in the dance than VĂĄna herself?
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Coming of the Valar and the Building of Valinorâ
...and Tulkas strode mightily beside his stirrup, having a tunic of hide and a brazen belt and no weapon save a gauntlet upon his right hand, ironbound.
âThe Book of Lost Tales: Part One, âThe Chaining of Melkoâ
Tulkas, who is surnamed Poldórëa, the Valiant. He is unclothed in his disport, which is much in wrestling; and he rides no steed, for he can outrun all things that go on feet, and he is tireless. His hair and beard are golden, and his flesh ruddy; his weapons are his hands. He recks little of either past or future, and is of small avail as a counsellor, but a hardy friend. He has great love for Fionwë son of Manwë. His wife is Nessa, sister of Oromë, who is lissom of limb and fleet of foot, and dances in Valinor upon lawns of never-fading green.
âThe Lost Road and Other Writings, âThe Quenta Silmarillionâ
Once upon a time, I saw this art of Tulkas by Konstantin Grigorjev, and that has stuck with me ever since. I see him as basically looking exactly like that: huge, muscled, powerful; golden hair, giant fists; glowing with golden power and skin tattooed with moving, glowing swirls. He basically never wears a shirt (rarely, he might don a vest, but still showing off his chest), only a simple pair of pants over his huge, tree trunk-like legs.
Visual depictions of I have made of Tulkas:
Genderfluid Arien/Tulkas (moodboard with picrew; 2022)
Tulkas (graphic; 2019)
& Not visual, but: I depicted Tulkas & his halls in my short fic âHere is a Place,â in which Fingon comes to Tulkasâ domain.
~
NESSA
His spouse is Nessa, the sister of Oromë, and she also is lithe and fleetfooted. Deer she loves, and they follow her train whenever she goes in the wild; but she can outrun them, swift as an arrow with the wind in her hair. In dancing she delights, and she dances in Valimar on lawns of never-fading green.
âThe Silmarillion, âValaquentaâ
Other later Loremasters conjectured that Nessa was in fact Elvish in form (though archaic, on Pengolodh's own principle), being < *neresa, a feminine adjectival formation from *NER, meaning âshe that has manlike valour or strengthâ.
âThe War of the Jewels, âQuendi and Eldarâ
And it is sung that in that feast of the Spring of Arda Tulkas espoused Nessa the sister of Orome, and Vana robed [her) in her flowers, and she danced before the Valar upon the green grass of Almaren.
âMorgothâs Ring, âThe Annals of Amanâ
In my mind, Nessa is dark-haired and adorned with small antlers. Like her brother, she is at first glance much like an elf in appearance, but the closer you get to her the more deerlike she seems.
Visual depictions of I have made of Nessa:
Nessa (graphic; 2020)
~
I considered also doing Melkor, and maybe even a few of the more notable Maiar, but I ran out of steam. Maybe at a later date.
My overall takeaway from this little project is not only a better appreciation and understanding of the Valar, but also the urge to remake some of those old edits! Perhaps theyâll be coming your way soon... :) (Or perhaps not...you never know with me. Even I donât know!)