KÍSHAVO

"And who are you?" "I'm whoever you want."

aaand...action 📹

my living situation has changed drastically and i’ve lost access to my PC until i move somewhere with more space (currently sleeping on a cot in my friend’s laundry room) but i miss art so bad that i might figure out how to make my tablet work with my laptop…the resolution gets all messed up with SAI but i’m gonna try

i’m working in the funeral industry finally, i’m an actual mortuary assistant and i get to walk through a gorgeous cemetery and mausoleum every work day. but the money is shit. i need to pick up another job, i need more money, i only have another month before i have to move again

i’m still sober. 11 months and change. the last several weeks have been some of the hardest of my life. my therapist says i’m on the verge of a major depressive episode and i can’t let myself sink again, i have to do something

so i think i’ll draw

i’ll be 32 next month, and i actually feel my age, which is crazy. 5 years of addiction really aged me mentally and spiritually

been snorting caffeine (pure powder supplement) to satisfy the cravings but i think i just need to hug someone. wish i hadn’t spent the day alone and wish my support system would answer my texts

i’m housesitting/dogsitting rn and there’s liquor and beer here. i hid it on my first day so i wouldn’t have to see it out in the open but i know where it is. and i’m getting itchy