𑣲 magnolia

༄ hiiii welcome to my corner

⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ buns/shuu ⋆ 6teen ⋆ multilingual menace (english, swahili, dutch, french … learning portuguese too) ⋆ i ramble alot alot

⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ for anyone struggling or who feel lost right now ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪

i don’t really see people talk about this part of loa, so i’ll say it myself

even when you “know” you’re the operant power, even when you affirm, even when you’ve seen things shift you can still have days where your mind feels heavy, where everything feels wrong, where you stare at your reflection like a stranger. it happens. it happens to all of us. literally.

and no, it doesn’t mean you’re a failure.

it means you’re human.

what matters is the way you speak to yourself in that moment.

what ive learned to do is that i sort of ‘trained’ this gentle positive voice in my head ,not the fake motivational one, not the “just think positive” one the soft one that just acts like this light guiding me through all dark thoughts ,contradicting them in a way.

it doesn’t just happen you have to give it time, hence why i said i ‘trained’ this voice until at some point it just comes automatically and defends you from the negative thoughts you’re having.

and please, please do not compare yourself.

especially not to loa pages, shifting accounts, or people who seem like they “never struggle.”

let me tell you the truth:

people only post their peaks. the glossy parts. succes stories. the moments where everything lined up and they looked perfect. no one shows the nights they cried or the mornings they couldn’t stand their own thoughts.

so don’t use someone’s highlight reel as proof that you’re behind. you’re not!

i’ve been there too comparing myself, overthinking every thought, convincing myself i must be doing everything wrong. until i realized… comparison is the fastest way to forget who you are. even comparing in a “positive” way (“im way better than them”) just pulls you away from yourself.

think of it like this: you’re built for your path. you shine in the way only you can. you wouldn’t judge a fish for not climbing a tree (kinda stole this from my guy Einstein but we move!) so why judge yourself for not being someone else? 

everyone is their own kind of beautiful, their own kind of brilliant. comparing yourself to another person is like comparing the moon to the ocean… their both beautiful not meant to look alike not meant to compete. just different.

comparison is completely pointless.

so if today feels messy, if your mind is sharp and unkind, if the world feels too loud slow down. give yourself softness. remind yourself that your lows don’t erase your strength. you’re perfect babes even if you just don’t see it at the moment!!

and keep this in mind

when something doesn’t unfold in the way that you want it ,it’s because the universe has something better in store

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⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ photodump + the science that made me trust loa 100x more ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪

(pretty girl, pretty brain, pretty proof !!)

hiiiiii angels I kinda fell off for a sec…

life got busy + my thoughts were literally bullying me for NO reason.

I had the worst negative moments about my face, like I didn’t even wanna leave my room.

oo idk why you’re so mad over a harmless post 😭 you said ‘no hate’ but wrote a whole essay full of it?? also why do girls call other girls b*tches like?? where’s all that anger coming from 😭 i’m not even mad it’s just weird you took time outta your day to try and put me down. it’s not my fault you can’t look in the mirror without it cracking (ps: i don’t use filters… so you think i’m prettyyy 😍)

⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐢 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 + 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲

ok so i don’t mean a “glow up.” i mean literally changing my face, my body, my whole energy. like my reflection doesn’t even look like the same person anymore and it wasn’t from effort, just identity.

i stopped trying to change and just decided i already had. i didn’t “hope” or “wait” for proof i knew it was done. and once you see yourself that way, reality adjusts like it never had a choice.

⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ i unfollowed my sp & chaos happened

ok y’all i might sound insane but listen 😭 he wasn’t replying for like… a day. twenty. four. hours. and i’m sorry but i refuse to look like i’m begging for attention, so i simply hit that unfollow button 🩷

anyway tell me why the second i do that, i get a text like “why am i not following you??” and then another like “think about it differently… why would i not reply? i mean, you’re gorgeous.” like be serious 😭

here’s the proof ↓

but here’s the thing… he’s very obsessive. like very needy idk how to explain it but the only thing that’s saving him rn is his lethal facecard bruh 😣 idk what spell i casted on him but it’s not just him?? it’s literally everyone. why is everyone so addicted to me 😭 maybe it’s in my head?? or maybe i’m just not used to being… longed for. or maybe maybe i just like the chase.

what do y’all think is he weird (for context shu is my nickname)?↓

also… i have another sp too and omg the attention from both of them + literally strangers being like “you’re gorgeous” huhh?? me?? hello?? is just wild. i’m not used to this kind of attention, okay?? it’s cute and flattering and scary all at once 😭 i guess i’ll have to get used to it. (BAHSHHSHS EWWW MBMB)

(read this if your brain won’t shut up but you still wanna manifest)

i’ve always been an overthinker. like… painfully so. i can’t just believe something unless i’ve seen it, touched it, questioned it, broke it down, rebuilt it again, and maybe cried a little in between. people say “just affirm” like it’s the easiest thing ever but my brain? it never shuts up. it wants logic, reason, proof something

but here’s the thing that changed everything for me: you don’t have to fight that part of yourself. you don’t have to silence your thoughts or pretend to be some delusional version of yourself who never doubts anything. you just have to realize that overthinking doesn’t make you powerless it makes you aware.

your thoughts don’t have to be perfectly clean to create your dream life. you just need to know that even if your mind’s loud, you’re still the one thinking. and that means you’re still in control

ok so listen, the reason a lot of people overthink loa is because they make it way too complicated. like 3d, 4d, timelines, desired reality, current reality… babe. no. forget all that. the only thing that matters is you and your mindset. that’s literally it.

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“can you still think about normal life stuff?”

yes. obviously. you’re human. you can still study, clean, scroll, exist. that doesn’t mean you “lost” your manifestation.

what matters is how you see yourself while doing it. if you already have your desire, then you live from that version. not waiting, not begging just existing normally but with that quiet knowing.

you don’t need to be a robot repeating affirmations 24/7.

you just need to know it’s done.

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“what about 3D/4D, instant shifts, all that?”

honestly? the second you decide something’s yours, it’s instant.

not like poof it’s in your hand, but instant in the sense that your state changes your identity shifts and that’s what makes reality follow.

don’t overcomplicate it. think of it like when you think about someone and they text you. you didn’t sit there calculating timelines. it just clicked.

same thing with your desires. stop checking for proof. the proof shows when you stop looking for it.

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“and if you still get negative thoughts?”

that’s fine. you’re not broken for that.

just stop feeding them. when a bad thought shows up, notice it, don’t argue with it, and remind yourself nah, it’s already mine. then move on.

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and please… if you know you’re pretty, why are you still looking for proof 😭 like babe, it’s so dumb to question what’s already yours. walk like you have it, talk like you have it, because you do.

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don’t make loa a math equation!!

make it a vibe.

decide → believe → live → done.