visacashappkiro formula 1 team 🪱

as of today, all of my fics have been archive locked, due to the recent video of ferrari social media admin giving the drivers fics FROM AO3 to read. i didn't want to do this, as i want my fics to remain accessible for all, but my hand was forced by PROFESSIONALS who decided to overstep into fandom spaces.

if you are affilated with drivers or work for teams, you should not need to be told that YOU ARE NOT WELCOME IN FANDOM SPACES, ESPECIALLY RPF. there is a line that is drawn between the fandom and the drivers/teams, and recently the social media admins of almost every team have been crossing that line frequently.

to put fics from ao3 in front of the drivers when you should know that they are not meant for the drivers to read is incredibly unprofessional and i would argue is a personal risk given to the drivers.

if you are reading this and you are in the fandom and put rpf in front of the drivers, you are part of the problem and you need to stop immediately. there is a lot of talk on if rpf is morally reprehensible, but i believe that it is safe if it kept completely away from the people it is about. when admins employed by these teams step over the line of fandom to take rpf to the people it is about, it brings nothing but harm to our community when we are doing all we can to avoid our creations falling into the hands of the people it is about.

And I can’t stop thinking about one little detail in Episode 9 of season 1 that proves this. The scene where Monica and Roberta told them that they want to take Liam with them and get custody for him and Fiona started going on about how unfair and down right wrong that was after Monica abandoned them and after how much blood sweat and tears Fiona put into raising each one of them and now she suddenly wants to come back and take one of them away from them and they one they care for and love the most at that? And then she started calling out the kids names and stating how well they’re doing in school all thanks to her (Fiona) and not Monica.

But the detail I noticed is that as she called each one of their names and their success in school we saw no reaction from Monica until Fiona got to Ian and mentioned that he was promoted into ROTC and tested out of English. You can see that Ian being able to live his dream affected her and how proud she was to hear she literally gasped and her mouth was trembling from the new set of tears and emotions she was feeling. And everytime I see that scene and I notice this it hits me so hard.

Maybe it’s because I love Ian so much and he along with Mickey are my favorite characters makes everything about Ian a big deal for me. And I’ve never really seen anyone mention this little detail before and I feel like it should be and it’s an important piece of evidence of why I think Ian is Monica’s favorite. And it just justifies Ian’s soft spot for his mother and why he found it the hardest to let go of her and move on from her death the hardest (except for frank ofc or idk maybe more than frank) and why he cared for her so much. And ofc we can’t run from the fact that the two of them understand each other more than the others in the family did. They both are part of the lgbtq+ community and they both struggle with the same mental illness (although I still think it was wrong of Monica to make Ian believe he should break up with Mickey because Mickey wouldn’t understand him).

And I really have no one to talk about this to because none of my friends have watched this show so none of them would understand what I’m rambling about right now and this is the best place to ramble about this on.

Also one of my favorite scenes has to be when Monica got Ian out of jail after that mfer Sammy called the cops on him and they went to get something to eat and Ian noticed Monica staring at him and he asks her “what?” And she replies with the most genuine smile I’ve ever seen on her “you’re a so beautiful. You’re and beautiful, beautiful man. I did great making you.” And I couldn’t agree with her more.