kiiaraaaaa

"The world is happening in a room that I can't enter, life is happening in a gathering I am not invited to. Being unwanted is a language I am fluent in."

the urge to disappear everywhere online even though that's all you have because you're never good enough for anyone, let alone a part of anything, nobody really cares if you're there or not, there's always someone better than you and all it does is trigger you and make you feel worse.

Gosh yes 😭

Since childhood, I have existed with a profound sense of longing, a longing that I construe to mean that I am somehow predestined to loneliness. When such a chronic sense of brokenheartedness finds itself honored in the unfulfilled promises of a lover, all that is left is the humiliating confirmation that one’s deepest fears are indeed warranted. I was right to be suspicious. It was too good to be true.

How I feel reading smut while being scared of intimacy in real life

I just love how both Caitlyn and Vi got like a thousand times hotter for season 2