KinkEnigma

One of them is getting my brain to quiet the fuck down. There's constantly a whirlwind of thoughts tearing through my mind, a truly relentless stream of consciousness. Most of the time it's fine, but when I'm with him, when I'm pinned beneath him or on my knees as he fucks my face, I want to feel calm, focused, present.

What's become clear in the first couple months of the year is that the ability to quiet my mind is a muscle that needs regular, rigorous exercising, so he's been helping me practice by having me rest my head on his belly and suck his cock as he reminds me that I don't need to think, don't need to be anywhere but there, don't need to be anything but an open eager mouth for him to fuck and enjoy.

Yesterday was a busy day and I was prickly and grumpy as more things kept cropping up while I was trying to finish work. When I was finally done and crawled into bed beside him, I was still in the swirling eddy of emails, deadlines, meetings and my brain was loud.

So when he guided my head down to his cock, I closed my eyes and just focused on how it felt in my mouth — how good, how right, how satisfying — and kept repeating in my mind, over and over again, "I love his cock, I love his cock, I love his cock." As long as I kept the steady rhythm of that mantra circling through my mind, there wasn't room for anything else, and I could finally soften and relax into my place.

Let me hear your moan , let me use my tongue up and down and drive you crazy.

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