in the beat of your heart

let’s talk about the line “it’s hard to be anywhere these days when all i want is you” because it speaks to that very unique and particular feeling of having a fallout with someone and going to hang out with other people and do things just to try and get it off your mind and the whole time thinking there’s somewhere else you’d rather be

idk what it is about taylor writing about very specific moments involving light fixtures like “we dance around the kitchen in the refrigerator light” and “hang your head low in the glow of the vending machine im not dying” and “i knew you’d miss me once the thrill expired and you’d be standing in my front porch light and i know you’d come back to me” but i go absolutely wild for it like it appeals to some weird moth part of my brain but i live for it

the archer, cornelia street, and afterglow is the holy trinity for vulnerability

thinking about the parallel between “its hard to fight when the fight aint fair” and “combat im ready for combat i say i dont want that but what if i do” and how often she’s been forced to fight in battles she doesnt deserve to be in

a trailer for taylor i hate her

she handled this SO WELL i would not have been that calm and you can tell she's freaked out but she still laughs it off and i'm so impressed by that because my anxiety would have induced panic. esp with jimmy's weird fucking question about the meds they gave her super sketchy question but she handled it so freaking well

Every time I hear that part of Cornelia Street where she sings “I hope I never lose you...” softly after the bridge I LOSE IT.

ugh taylor’s mind that she’s saving cruel summer as a single so she can use it next year to promote the festival tour….