A pageful of page.

I can't believe X!

So I noticed on my X account that I'm following a lot of krypto accounts that I don't have any interests at all! Plus, I am also unaware that I'm following them! WTFX!

So I'll be seeing this band on May 4th on this upcoming 2025 Aurora Music Festival Clark. A friend recommended this song out of the blue lang kasi gandang ganda kami sa Multo ng Cup of Joe eh. I listened to it and familiar na sya sakin. Probably kasi narininig ko na 'to sa office pero di ko alam na COJ pala ang kumanta.

So while making this PMA... Monday at 3AM... I decided to listen to it again and read the lyics. KINGINA. It hits me so hard! I bursted in silent tears kasi baka marinig ako ni nanay. HAHA! Natouch ako sa song and made me realize na baka di pa talaga ako OK with what I've been really getting through.

I think I can conceal everything lalo na yung pinaka-down side ko. Pero pag natrigger (which happens very rare), parang di ko kinakaya. Hahaha! Normal lang siguro 'yun. Tao lang naman ako uy.

Ang lungkot. Naka-repeat pa man din sya. Haha!

Then I got these from my friends.

But the best feeling is, I'm relieved now.

Mine would be...

What if grumaduate ako sa course na gusto ko? BS MASS COMMUNICATION.

What if I get to work with the biggest people in news and current affairs?

I think grade 4 pa lang ko, bukod sa patay gutom ako sa phone noon, nasa mindset ko na na Mass Comm kukunin ko sa college. Influenced by my pinsang ate who graduated with the same course in my dream school, Polytechnic University of the Philippines. I was able to study there as well but with another course naman na. And another long story. Haha!

Siguro kung madaldal ako now, ibang klaseng daldal meron pa ako kung nasa College of Communications ako nun sa PUP. Ang competitive ng mga tao dun eh! Parang di papahuli ng buhay.

Malay mo, nasa position na din ako kung nangyari yun.

Pero I love my current job. My kadaldalan is best applied here. Hahaha

Here's a photo of me in our domain.

When I was extremely happy, Tumblr was the first one to know.

Now things got quite different from what they're used to be. No more excitement as there was before. No more instant gala pag naisipan lang umalis. No one to say, 'di pwede kasi meron ka pa' or 'di pa naman sira yang sayo eh'. Things like that.

But that departure was actually the best for me. For my sanity, well-being and mental health. Ang galing noh? Hahaha! Now, I'm completely happy. May kulang, oo. Pero sobrang iba iba na now. Sobrang saya! No more worries on my everyday life. Peace of mind lang.

Manong and I just low key celebrated his 34th birthday last Saturday night. He's not Catholic so his birthdays are regular days. Haha! He's also a bit sick that time so I was the driver on our date 🙄