It was not my intention I never planned it , control was not on sight it's meaning was dark like scary nights , I was trapped in my thoughts holding fear in my palms , I tried to juggle forth but fear said "let me hold on " how am I still living I feel like my I lost my touch of dreaming , I'm boiling , the rage out of me was getting exhausting my body is distorted
Peace of mind living in vortex mind affiliated with death , living being a process of winning stress , my heart is racing dreams are fast pacing , I'm losing patience I repeat it was not my intention.
My faith hanging on by a thread I asked God for revival but he said " your courage is what makes you breath so go on instead " just when I thought I was falling off the leap a sweet voice said unto me " regaining my strength is vital " if stress was my rival I shall fight my battles like lions , now I know losing is winning when you fighting. I will be thinking forward my hope is still lagging backward , it was not my intention I never meant for it to happen , I've been waiting to smile I've been holding it for a while I want to get hold of things like birds and wings , if I spread them I know I'll reach , if time cease it will be a sin I'm losing myself , street credibility is my only revenge seasons change hope still fades , father failed what difference will it make if I fumble and brake , I'm no better then lame
I keep on saying " even when time passes it will be the same " . Expectations are building and no where to dump this feelings , who is my creator ? What does he see in me ? A colossal wreck with no future plan ?
It was not my intention I don't plan self distraction , aggravation of threats igniting tension.
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