What do normal people do when they get this sad?

dont limit yourself to panicking at the disco. panic everywhere. follow your wildest and most anxious dreams

they judge you for how you reacted but ignore how they triggered you.

god knew I would be too powerful if I was mentally stable

"its all in your head" well duh where tf else is it gonna be??? in my fucking kidneys????

i wish people understood that i don’t want to lose control i don’t want to split i don’t want to live my life constantly having to think “am i overreacting or is this a normal reaction?” i don’t want to feel guilty for experiencing/feeling emotions but instead i get met with “you’re doing this on purpose” “you can control how you react” etc and it’s like no im not doing it on purpose and when i can control it i do but no one ever understands how much effort goes into trying to control a reactionary emotion and trying to put logic first

eye contact with someone you find attractive is so ungodly like you have no idea what you've done to me you bastard

they’re minor inconveniences to you, to me they’re world-ending tragedies