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@kim-jiu
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open starter; in-person at lynk con
jiu can only imagine what the experience will be like for the fans who walk through this space. when they arrive, the place won't be relatively empty like it is now. the music will sound louder, blasting over the hundreds of voices all trying to hold separate conversations all at once. the humid summer weather will only be exacerbated by too many human bodies crammed into a relatively small area. and yet the atmosphere will be electric, joyous. men and women, boys and girls will walk through this room, seeing exactly what jiu himself is seeing now, only they'll be all the more excited for it. jiu has seen these pictures before, he knows the people written about in the personality tests and profiles on a personal level. but for a fan, especially a young fan, this must be like setting foot into a fairytale.
"can you imagine what it's like to be like, i don't know, twelve years old and coming into this place?" starting a conversation with anyone has never been an issue for jiu. he simply looks over his shoulder, to the nearest person standing there, and just expects them to know that he's talking to them. the worst thing he can do is embarrass himself, which really isn't that bad of a fate.
"were you a fan of idols before you debuted? i sorta wish i had paid more attention when i was a kid. i just liked the music, but i don't think i realized there was more to the experience back then. i feel like i'd appreciate this more if i had." there's nothing wistful about it, not exactly. more full of wonder, at curiosity of what his reality would feel like with just slightly different experiences than the ones he's currently familiar with. "they really put together a great event. i'll have to see what people say about it later." jiu grins at his (unwilling?) partner in conversation, inviting them to smile back.
training ground with: @kim-jiu at: adagio label's practice room
he's certain jiu has to be getting annoyed by how many times gyumin's been caught looking at him.
his eyes just seemed to wander in jiu's direction every few minutes, whether it was through the practice room mirror or by outright turning his head during a break. gyumin couldn't really help himself. even though it had been months since his return, it was still a little surreal seeing jiu back in the practice room with them after last year. if anyone asked gyumin—which no one did, by the way—performing as a four was unnatural. maybe it wouldn't have been as noticeable if they had over ten members in the group, but even gyumin couldn't convince himself of that. jiu is such a big part of hiraeth that no matter how many members the group consisted of, his absence would've been felt.
he hasn't asked jiu how he personally felt about their choreography this comeback, and he probably never would unless it was just them two in the room. bringing it up in front of others felt unfair to jiu, even if the others in question were their groupmates. the last thing gyumin wanted to do was corner jiu and force him to answer a question that he may not want to answer. still, a part of him couldn't help but feel relieved that their choreography had eased up a little since jiu's return. in gyumin's humble opinion, hiraeth had spent years proving what they were capable of and their body of work should speak for itself by now. then again, gyumin had a feeling he'd be eating those words sooner rather than later.
at the next break, gyumin was practically itching to talk to jiu. there'd been a million things running through his head over the past hour, but the moment he wandered over with his water bottle and settled beside the older, his mind went completely blank.
"hyung," he paused, frowning at himself as he searched for literally anything to follow it up with. "...give me a second. i promise i had an actual reason for coming over here." after a few moments of staring at the floor, it was if someone had finally flipped a switch in his brain. "okay, i remembered. do you think chrome center is ever going to debut another group? i was just thinking about how we've been the only artists here since our debut, even though there's always been chrome center trainees. i know it's foolish to think it's going to stay that way forever but..." he trailed off, absentmindedly twisting the cap of his water bottle. "i don't know, it's just hard to picture us sharing the practice rooms after eight years."
jiu knew better than to expect normalcy right off the bat. nothing had been truly normal since the accident, since his life—like the car he was in—was flipped upside down, tumbled around like an alligator in a death roll. being in a practice room again felt like a blessing in itself. it was certainly closer to normal than the last year spent in and out of hospitals and specialists' offices, countless scans and new exercises and relearning how to use his body which had once come so naturally to him.
now, in a room with a mirrored wall and music playing, it should feel like coming home, slipping into a familiar skin and once again becoming the person he was over a year ago. but like an old shirt in the back of the closet, the fit isn't exactly what he remembered it was. it's a little tight in some places, a little uncomfortable in ways he doesn't remember it being. certainly physically, he's still not as strong as he was before. but emotionally too—he can tell some of the staff, and even his members, tip toe around the knee-shaped elephant in the room. no one speaks of it, but its presence is there all the same. it's in the choreography they're learning, the way it's a little less intense than the routines of two years ago. jiu doesn't say anything. he doesn't want to admit that he might still be holding everyone back.
dwelling on such thoughts has never suited the young man though. he forgets them quickly enough, channeling his focus instead to the way he sharpens one move and softens the next, repeating the tricky parts until they make perfect sense and enjoying the dull ache of well-worked muscles that he hasn't felt in quite some time. sweat drips down his back from his effort, though jiu has always been one to sweat in excess. it's a little annoying, but he's gotten used to it over the years.
a break is called and jiu gulps down water enthusiastically in an attempt to cool his body from the inside out. he notices, of course, the way gyumin wanders over like he hadn't been trying to make eye contact with jiu for half the practice anyway. jiu knows the other man wants to talk, that he's probably been eager for quite some time. it brings a smile to his lips as gyumin's train of thought derails as soon as it's given the opportunity to leave the station. truly an impressive fumble that jiu will have to find a way to tease him for later. "are you sure? you didn't just want to stand near me and admire my pretty face?" he jokes, flashing teeth when he grins. gyumin's question sounds more like an excuse to start a conversation than anything, and jiu happily obliges. "of course they will," he asserts without a moment of hesitation or consideration. "probably in the next couple of years, when we start enlisting in the military. someone's gotta keep the lights on in here after all."
"we probably won't be sharing practice rooms though. they'll have their own room and we'll have ours. so it's not like we'll have to reserve time in here or anything." he pauses to consider for just a moment. "my money's on a girl group. but what do i know?"
to kim jiu of 2027:
heel-elevated front squats: 3 sets of 5 reps. highest effort.
deficit rear-foot elevated split squats: 3 sets of 3–5 reps.
single-leg leg presses: 3 sets of 12 reps at 150 kg.
single-leg hip extensions: 3 sets of 15 reps.
continuous broad jumps: 3 sets of 5 reps. soft, symmetrical landings with knees over toes.
single-leg box drops: 3 sets of 5 reps to double-leg landing.
tuck jumps: 3 sets of 10 seconds.
we're never going to forget this routine, are we? right now we're doing it every other day with a whole lot of stretching on the off-days so it's probably going to be burned into our mind for eternity. i wonder what you're doing now, actually. are you up to 180 kg on those leg presses yet? i think we can do it by the end of this year, but sometimes i'm still surprised by how much weaker i am on that side.
next year we'll be another twelve months removed from that injury. progress plateaued a couple of months ago but hopefully you've found a way to break through that. do you still have that numb, tingly feeling where they cut into our leg? does that scar cream that mom gave us actually work or am i going to give up on that in another couple of weeks? i at least want to use up the whole jar, since she spent her own money on it. i'm not sure how much i believe in the healing power of pennywort but apparently it came highly recommended. i'm sure we'll tell her it helped anyway.
you're probably really sick of that injury taking up so much space in your mind though, huh? i know i am. it feels good to be back to work, back up on stage, but i can't help but notice how different it feels too. i never once doubted my body as much as i do now. in a year, will that change? is it going to take longer than that? every little spasm or ache makes me think i'm going to end up right back at the hospital, that i've overdone it somehow. like, i know that's all in my head and the surgeon said we're 100% good to go, but my body doesn't really want to believe that yet.
look on the bright side though, we'll be twenty-seven by the time you're reading this and conscription isn't going to be an issue anymore. we're medically exempt! shoutout grade 5 health classification! i'm sure people will have a lot of opinions about that, but honestly we didn't really have a say in it all, did we?
it'll be weird to be left behind by everyone though. my older brothers all did it, my members will have to do it eventually if they haven't already, my friends from school are pretty much done with it by now too. honestly i'm worried about what's going to happen when the members start going off. will the company push those of us still available more? i never really wanted a solo, no 'i' in 'team' and all that. i hope no one suggests it, i don't really want to have to turn it down either. it probably sounds bad that i'm so unambitious, doesn't it? well, you know, we always just wanted to dance. getting famous was kinda an accident. how did we even end up here?
i hope you have some answers by the time you're reading this. and i hope i have something more interesting on my mind than physical therapy exercises next time i write a letter to my future self. oh well, we live in the moment, don't we? i hope you're happy and healthy and surrounded by love, even more than we are right now. we're going to be okay, i know it.
helloooo everyone!! i go by mars (any pronouns) and i'm joining you today with both mr. jiu on this account and miss arin over at @choi-arin ❤ i'll post her intro separately though, just to keep things a little bit organized.
i'm accessible by both discord (available upon request) or tumblr ims for plotting, whatever works best for you. i'll include a few notes about jiu under the cut here but as always please like or reply to this post and i'll hit up your ims to get some plotting started!

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INTRODUCING... JIU.
MAIN DANCER, MAIN RAPPER, VOCALIST of HIRAETH. ADAGIO LABEL.