young galaxies collide

my only reaction to this clip is ‘who are you and what have you done with druck’ lmao. it feels off, disjointed, and so unlike any other previous druck clip or season

no but when ismail checked his phone and lou asked ‘still nothing?’ in today’s clip i was convinced it was going to be about sascha, since ismail stood him up yesterday but of course it’s constantin 💀 that’s what you get for not reading the chats beforehand

ngl i might have let out an evil little chuckle when ismail spilled coffee over his jumper in this morning’s clip. just seemed right

i think i'm preaching to the choir here, but i'm finding it incredibly strange that we've been shown literally close to 0 interactions between kieu my and ismail, and no chats between them whatsoever, if i remember correctly, when in fatou's season they seemed to be quite close - ismail was there for kieu my when she was struggling, they helped fatou & kieu my reconnect and showed that they really see through her, see beyond her facade. now it's like that friendship suddenly doesn't exist, and to top it off kieu my seems like a completely different person at some points lmao. maybe it's something they will develop later on but like... again, no continuity and it just doesn't gel!

kieutou really has me in a chokehold, just thought about their halloween kiss and how kieu my smiled into it and here i am sitting on the couch with tears in my eyes and goosebumps all over my arms . i am not making this shit up

seriously though, is joking about getting married in that very specific 'haha i'm obviously kidding because we're just friends and we're so young but also you're kinda my soulmate and being honest i could imagine spending my life with you' a gay thing because it has happened to me more times than i care to admit, or is it just a unrequited love/affection thing . regardless, i feel u sascha

to digress from the dumpster fire love triangle situation for a short second, i'm feeling a lot of tender and warm feelings about how it seems that what connected sascha, ismail and ava in the first place years ago was music . not sure how to reconcile said tender and warm feelings about old friendships and nostalgia with the fact that i'm mad at ismail . and mostly just so sad for ava that her memories of this friendship have forever been tainted, that this friendship now must also remind her of an incredibly tough and traumatising time in her life, that no matter what ismail does now won't reverse this