kiera

This boy can't handle being known, he wouldn't have been able to explain why he went to Makochi or why he joined Furin if he was part of another group.

I don't think he could have taken his friends questioning his loyalty or their trust in him directly to his face

He's 15, and he has a lot of responsibility on his shoulders, but he can't deal with the emotional fallout of his withdrawal from Furin because he can't bear to see the others hurting, sure, but also because it hurts him a lot to leave.

He definitely has been repressing emotions since he could talk

I'm a firm believer that Furin allowed Suo to taste what it was like to be a 15 year old that has friends instead of people he's responsible for, and even there, he went out of his way to make them people he is responsible for, which added to the guilt he's likely feeling

To be trapped between "family" and obligation, what you were trained for your whole life, what you "owe" to others, and the feeling of finally experiencing childhood to some level, to be bound to people by care and trust and not duty

bolted upright remembering this, and decided to wait until the chapter was out to post it.

they both called 4 times since midnight. sakura called more before he got to class for the day than nirei did all day.

I'm not trying to say sakura cared more or anything like that, just highlight how impacted he clearly was even before we got everything that came after this.

this is the one that started this post. i think this is a normal advice, but the way suo is so intense about it makes it kinda ominous to me

specially when you consider the other time suo flicks nirei, he's talking about being reckless. if you combine those two moments we could have suo being reckless, closing his eyes, and having something happen to his right one because of it

satoru nii: okay, let's get one thing straight-

congratulations to all of us that said we're going home this week.