Dear God.

Two people i cant ever see sad: my husband and my mom.

Marry someone who guides you to the light not away from the light....

The other day i was thinking where does an infants poop go during pregnancy and i came to the conclusion that it stays in the tummy thats why they're so yucky when they finally come out

Two people who will truly love you unconditionally and sacrifice anything for you. Mother and spouse.

Sometimes i sit there and think. What happens if I am the last one to die and I see my family members leaving me 1 by 1? I get scared. Really scared. I pray to God that I be the first one to die before any of them. Other times, I get this exact thought about my husband. And theres NOTHING that scares me more thinking what will happen if i dont get to feel his touch anymore? What happens if I dont have him to feel his prickly face anymore? What happens if hes not there to annoy me anymore What happens if he goes before me (GOD FORBID)? And I feel like sacrificing my life for him right there and then so i dont ever have to have these thoughts again. It amazes me how much Allah swt grows your love for someone who was once nothing but a stranger to you. It amazes me.

My weekends are the most loneliest days.