to fall into the hands of a living God.

' For I knew that the King in Yellow had opened his tattered mantle and there was only God to cry to now. '

Hooonk mimimimimimi hooooonkkk mimimimimimi

what the HELL are you doing sleeping there??

the caro x hastur (i needa make a ship name for yall) yaoi gets 10x stronger this month.

king, its pride month. you know what that means.

Hey king, how's it going?

You know what will make you stop hurting yourself? Hurting her. She's right there, next to you.

what wonderful timing. now's your chance

[The knight goes over to him, quickly taking notice of the blood.]

hurting yourself will bring nothing

Well, if you're so scared, why not replace it with another emotion? Like, you know, satisfaction.

fear should not hold a king back. pathetic

It would cause some horrendous fallout, would it not? She’d struggle to trust you after the fact. Oh sure, it might feel good in the moment, but you would regret it near instantly.

Do it, King — or are you, what, scared? She'll live regardless of what you do.

Come on, Hastur, do it. Stop ignoring the urges, stop trying to be good—you are not meant to be "good", it's all a façade. Your knight has heard of your past actions; we know what you truly are—why don't you show her, too?

There are plenty of other people to hurt, if you must. Even excluding general outcasts of society, you could attack a random enemy kingdom, if you have any.

Don't you think red is a beautiful color? It doesn't beat yellow or gold, of course, but it's it so pretty, specially when it's blood, when it's almost like lines of crimson paint staining the floor, the walls?