Keyholder Mel

Firmly She @keyholdermel said to me last week, “ I want control. Total control”. After the beginning of summer, a lot has been going on lately.Not much time for play. As we settle down towards the end of season, but gear up for a very busy fall with school, work, kids, and sports, we tend to be at the top of our games when it comes to life in general. The busier we are, the better we are! We thrive with this kind of life pressure. Upon her order of wanting total control, she had straight up said to me “even if you have to use the bathroom”.

This sounds strangely familiar to some of the books that she has read, but hey, read enough and try the things that pique your interest! This brought up a long interesting fetish Ive asked to try. Diapers. We dont like the idea of wearing a diaper and just losing complete control of function. There are no accidents, only instructions. reluctantly, she agreed. So long as it is my purchase. I did as told. And I can say this. I have been told to wear one, and at days end, It was thrown away completely dry. Its about control, not mommy baby. Also with that, I have begged my Queen to be more controlling, humiliating, and treat me like shit. My kink, not hers. The diaper thing just so happens to piss her off and gross her out. It became very easy for her to turn around and say “you know what? Piss yourself. Your disgusting and its fucking gross”. Its funny how things work. Its not something she was turned onto at first, but It may be something that she is utilizing and becoming the woman she wants to be. You’ll read why as we go. I was out of work early on friday. She knew this. “get me coffee Bitch”. was her message. followed by “get the flavor wrong and im spanking your ass”! Well, I had two choices i knew she likes. Lucky me I was right. At this point though, I knew she was in the right place. 

“ May I use the bathroom Mistress”? her response was “ No Pig. Diaper.” Mistress, I am in a different work truck, I do not have them”. “Fine slut, Piss yourself, make sure you keep your seat clean, and you better be clean when you get home. I promptly found a safe spot, removed my shoes and stood up, and relieved 100%. I am her pig and I am to do as told. I video as proof, because I am not a filthy pig. clean, change, and head home. Now home, Queen tastes her coffee and accepts. I selected the correct flavor. thank god. She hasnt beat my ass in a long time, and I am ok with that. We sit and chat for a bit, deciding what to do with almost an entire Friday left ahead of us. She wants to get shit done. Reluctantly she allows me to put on a diaper and follow her instruction.

“You will ask me to use the bathroom, and you will do as told”. With this, I did as told and started doing laundry. She was zipping about the house getting the kids back to school items in order. I needed to use the restroom. I was not allowed. I held on and decided it was best I keep busy. It kept my mind off of the urge to pee. I brought the trash barrels in, took care of trash and recycle in the house, kept going with laundry.. etc. I couldn’t wait. “May I use the restroom”. Her response? “Outside. In your diaper you disgusting pig.” Done as told. We work together on a backyard project during the afternoon and things remain the same. We are a team. Only beneath the skin, she is domme, and I am slave. It’s that point where we are having some drinks to. It’s fun because we loosen up a bit, and truth flows. No Filters. There gets to a point where this disgusting pigs crotch is sagging and clearly visible. I am instructed a thorough cleaning. My Queen is disgusted and is making it clear.

I shower, shave, and scrub. I remove all evidence and trash as I promised to keep everything neat and clean. We feed our kids dinner and decide to do a nice roast tomorrow. The kids take another quick swim and we sit, just chatting away. It’s funny, because we will chat out loud about everything under the sun, but at the same time we are texting each other as Mistress and slave. She says to me, after this drink, I’m going pee and then doing whatever. Now the comment about being loose after a few drinks?…

I relay from before when my Queen has pulled me into the bathroom, or surprised me outside be forcing me down and urinating all over me, treating me like trash. I have read about a former of @cruelkeyholder drinking it before, and was curious. Well, stupid me just openely fucking says to my Queen, I know it’s gross but I want to drink it. Don’t ask why or what and I’m sorry but I just want to try. I grossed myself out.

She just kinda side stepped that one and kept chatting. “Oh. Follow me”. I follow my Queen, she leads me to a safe spot in the yard where I normally pee like a dog. “Take your shirt off and lay down”. I do as told. She Slides he pants down, mounts my face and begins to relieve herself. She slides her pussy across my face and fills my mouth. I swallow. She’s not stopping. I swallow another mouthful. She grabs my hair and pulls my face in. I swallow two more mouthfuls while she soaks my face. Neither one of us can believe what just happened! Her filthy pig has drunken the nectar of her body. “Good. Go take another shower pig”. So alas, another shower. This time, I decide it’s time for a thorough cleaning. I handle my sissy hole to ensure proper sanitation while she , again, preps the kids for another swim In the pool.

Funny things, these kids. In the pool, out, in, out….. haha. It’s ok though, because we are watching them have fun while we are chatting away. I bring out a full cough syrup syringe of lube and ask my Queen to put into my sissy hole. Oh boy did she agree. She shot it right in. Not once, but later, again! It was getting time for us to order dinner for ourselves, as the kids were hunkering down for a little camp out at the back of the house.

“Order me dinner bitch. This is what I want, and you’ll have this”. I did as told and ordered as told. It was about an hour before it was to arrive. Immediately, I knew what to do. I texted my Queen. Would you rather fuck your bitch with the black wig, or the red one? “Black, and put your bra on too, slut”. I did as told. My Queen walks into the room, I slide her strap up her legs and thighs. Now, we used to have a hollow piece of shit dildo that she’s missionary style put in me a couple times, so we’ve done this before. Or so it seemed.

I am not me anymore. I am Rachael. “Get in the bed and raise your ass”. My Queen is excited as ever! Number one, she has never done this before, (other than our lame attempts),and number two, she has never had this kind of power. What was she gonna do? How was she gonna do it? She had the lube and lined her cock against my ass. She squirted lube into my hand and I smeared it across my sissy pussy. In she goes…. She glides her cock in and out with ease. She grabs my hips and starts to thrust hard. “Put your ass up higher”! She yells. “Fucking bitch”! She’s relentlessly fucking my now pussy and muttering all sorts of shit.

Now she knows I have a thing for this lady at work on certain days by way of her looks where I fantasize of her blowing me and wrapping her large breast around my cock. But today, and now at this moment she had to ask. “How’d Amy loom today”? Fuck. I even turned my head and said really? You had to ask? Today? Really? She shoved her cock balls deep. “Answer me”! Well go fucking figure. Hair down, straightened, light makeup, simple dress, fantasy blowjob material. Why did Amy have to be “blowjob Amy” today. “Tell me”! She kept fucking and fucking my sissy pussy! She looked good Miss. she looked good. “Yeah? (As she fucked me so hard the dildo kept falling out) how’d she like to see you getting fucked like this”. “Not so hot now is it”? I tried to tell her each time her cock fell out of my ass, but she just gripped it and stuffed it back in! Nothing gentle. Just fucked me raw. I need more lube Miss. “Shut up”! Something came over her. My face was down, ass up, and grabbing at the headboard. There was nothing I could do. I found myself begging and drooling at the same time. “Harder Miss” “fuck me miss”. She was riding me so hard my comments turned into wordless garb!

She fell out again. This time, I rolled over. She took my leg and raised it. In goes her cock again. With a bit of my help, (again, soooo new to her) I raised both legs over her shoulders. She figured it out immediately. She pushed both my legs over my head and damn near folded me in half. She’s puke driving my pussy and shoved her sweat induced tongue into my mouth. Oh we ain’t making love. She’s fucking me hard and slamming her tongue into my face like a sex starved teenager losing his virginity. She leans back and take a few final heaves! Deep, hard heaves. If there was cum in that dildo, I’d bet it would have shot right up to my throat.

She peeled off of her used sissy and directed “clean yourself up slut”. Don’t ask, I have no answer for this one, “no Miss, fuck me some more”. I couldn’t help it. I begged for her cock. Something came over me as well. She told me no. She fucked me until her own legs were sore and she could even feel the muscles in her abdomen tighten. She kissed me again, slid her cock off and relieved herself from the room.