Garden of words

So currently we flirt a lot, but you know.. the distance.

First of all, I dreamt about him once. Shit was totally crazy, I'd never dreamt about any guy before except my ex's.

Me and him were in a hospital's changing room, he was dressed up with nurse's clothes, he patted my rebellious red hair, he told me to wait till his shift ended. But then I held his hands and we just stood there, enjoyed our relationship. He got called and I was walking towards a sofa. Shit got crazier when a woman walked past me and myself in dream got sad. I can still feel the sorrow, the dream was so real what-

I knew that woman was his ex, I don't know her face obviously. I got sad, I sat down then I texted him. I still remember my text was "I just saw your ex." He replied "How could you know it was my ex? You never saw her before LOL?"

The last scenario I remember is me sitting on the sofa and my eyes were staring at the floor.

Isn't all of this crazy? I can guarantee y'all that I've never liked anyone to this extent except my first love. I've been constantly checking my phone every morning since the day I realized my feelings.

Actually, I’ve been feeling attached to someone these days. 

This issue shouldn’t have been happened because I’m a stray cat. Sometimes I get interested in a certain thing and I will get rid of it after two or three weeks or less. 

I admit I’m arrogant and bratty but it’s just my self-defense against this horrifying world. And you know, some people just casually be such a slave figure because cats are unpredictable. 

I have a lot of people who like me, but they only see me as a stray cat. I can see in their eyes that they have no intention of adoring me, they just want to tame me around and show off to the rest of the world. 

Well, my story is he lives in America, and I’m a cat who lives in a small corner of this Earth. At first, I acted like the usual me. I teased him, he got pissed jokingly, he teased me back and I teased him harder. 

We always seek for their existence when we suddenly be emotionally vulnerable, even though you are the kind of person who hides your weakness, you'll unconsciously look for their silhouette. 

Tell me if I’m wrong.