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when I remember the fact that I could be so easily liked by people if only I was prettier

i apologies to anyone who ever has the displeasure of trying to love me.

Do you ever feel like you’ll never find anyone that can love the real you ‘cause you’re so broken/ fucked up?

Anyone else just feel insanely unlovable?

I don’t know what I want to end more this day or my existence

You're scared of losing people but no one is scared of losing you.

If it caused you pain, it was real. It matters. Your feelings are valid.

I'm sorry that everything I do is wrong.. I've been trying my best..

I'm sorry that I'm too much work

when you’re healing, you will fuck up. maybe you’ll relapse, maybe you’ll do something you know is gonna hurt you, maybe you’ll deprive yourself of something you need, whatever. but healing isn’t linear, its wibbly wobbly and weird. you’re not terrible for messing up, you’re not terrible for not being ready to move forward, you’re not terrible for not being perfect. you still deserve healing, and you still deserve respect.

the idea of being easily forgotten scares me so much.