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Quick update that I'm stil here.

Ah, never mind. No one involved me. However, this has always become a misunderstanding.

Semua menutup telinga pada hal krusial, kemudian membukanya pada hal sepele. Miris.

I was nearly giving up, but then I realized. It's not funny if the story ended now; I know I will still survive.

it's been a while, hasn't it?

Fantasi ternyata bukan jalan keluar, namun bukan juga omong kosong. Ialah alasan mengapa ku masih bertahan hidup.

Kehidupan adalah labirin. Sementara fantasi adalah pintu keluar.

Draftnya banyak, ada aja halangannya.

Kemarin hujan lagi. Berduka lagi atas hilangnya jati diri seseorang yang berlindung di bawah atap pertemanan.

I am a wanderer who was searching for a precious diamond called ‘peace’. But the peace itself seemed to run away from me. It is just a small flicker of hope that I need to continue my story. I’ve tried things to afford my journey. Everything. I have traded everything, almost everything─even myself─to reach the diamond I wanted for a long time. Nevertheless, no one recognizes me as an achiever at least once. No one told me that I was good enough. Shall I give this accusation to the diamond itself? No, they wouldn’t allow me to. It is almost impossible. After all, it was all useless. All the things I have done to achieve the diamond. Useless. I am useless. This was useless.