keenath

Kenapa sih aku lebih seneng ngurung diri di kamar nonton sesuatu daripada trying to communicate sama penghuni kos. I like being alone, wkwk ansos banget ya. Tapi jujur capek ketemu manusia. Capek harus nyoba jalin ikatan baru, capek harus pasang senyum palsu, toh orang2 kantor juga tiap hari ketemu kan, masa di kehidupan pribadi ketemu lagi, capek tau. Iya, aku egois. Iya, aku cuma mikirin diri sendiri. Iya, aku cupu gabisa ngikutin gayanya mereka. I'm a total loner and good for nothing. But I like being alone at weekend, apa karena gak nemu yg sehobi kah? Ato yang kompatibel? Yaa kata orang sih kamunya yg harus nyocokin sama lingkunganmu, bukan lingkungan yg nyesuaiin kamu. But here I comes. Membenci seseorang bukan jalan keluar, tapi ya gimana dong, nyebelin banget.

Do you miss me anymore?

And I don't even notice

When it hurts anymore

Anymore

Anymore

Anymore

Mr A : Nothing.

Mrs B : But it feels strange when you’re not being energetic.

Mr A : I also have moment when I’m not energetic. There are also times when I want to die.

Mrs B : Do you want to die?

Mr A : No...

Mrs B : ...

Mr A : I just think there is no meaning in being alive.

Mrs B : That’s not good...

Mr A : Then, give me energy.

Mrs B : Hm?

Mr A : Hug me.