hi.. welcome to my bad blog !
i made this blog to post about my struggles with mental illness, so when i make posts, they're usually of the "vent" category T__T
but i also primarily reblog posts here relating to my interests. like cool bugs and animals. funny textposts. funny textposts about sex. more explicit stuff will be tagged as nsfw but otherwise it's free for all. here's some more info about mee.
ciri | 21 | he/she | queer | ablebodied | white tme | GER/PL/ENG (english is my third language)
low - medium support needs autistic
selective / situational mutism (possibly catatonia)
psychotic depression
chronic migraine, tinnitus
bpd (diagnosis upcoming, maybe theres something else too...)
ocd (thoughts, body-focused repetitive behaviors)
c-ptsd
my special interests include all-around animals & biology. i donβt dislike any animal. mosquitos and wasps are interesting. my favorite insects are mantises & moths. i love cats, from big cats, tigers are favorite. i love birds, favorites are pigeons & phasianids (chickens, partridges, quails, pheasants, etc) favorite prehistoric animals are mammoths.
itβs also possible that my special interest is all-around psychology and autism itself. i am fascinated with behavior and the patterns and motivations behind it. in turn, i really like psychoanalyzing complex characters and writing my own.
i went to a special needs school with a very simple level of education. we didnβt have too advanced math, and no physics class. i graduated with the minimum tier diploma (in my country), and i would like to attend normal school in the future, to earn a higher tier diploma.
iβm fortunate enough to be able to work as a freelance catsitter on a catsitting service. i canβt imagine going to a full time school or work yet, but thatβs where iβm at!
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dni / ED blogs, SH blogs, (pro recovery is ok), profic, transabled, drama/callout accounts
byf / iβm sensory sensitive and will avoid blogs with neon colors, and many rapid gifs. if youβd like me to clarify something, or use simpler language, feel free to ask!
















