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Was Gaon’s resemblance to Isaac pure coincidence? I will teach my impatient self to learn how to wait. I will just enjoy the story, no theories on my mind, no what ifs because I’m too tired to create a plot after each episode only to be betrayed by the next

I might have been selfish for wanting to keep you, asking you to understand me for an unknown reason I just wanna keep to myself, insensitive enough to ask if I'm being too much when all throughout, I know I am. I  am shameless for asking you to remind me if you are already getting tired. I just realized I'm such a trash. Am I that worthy that you can continue to pursue and to love? Despite the pain, negligence, lack of passion and communication? Will I just continue to wait for you to give up and just stay "Let's stop"? Is it better if I call it off now? It will ease my conscience and mind but it will break my heart. I put no blame on you because this is brought upon by no one but me and my selfish me. What we have isn't toxic but I know, it will be if I continue to live and behave this way. As the morning rises, they say a new day to realize but that's not the case. As the moon has dimmed the night, it illuminates my mind,. As the star shine so light, I know that I have to try. What we have is romance; it's a mutual feeling we admit to ourselves years ago under the light, beside the street lamp as we wait for the bus to stop and bring me home that night.

When you just randomly talk to someone and you just felt, wow. Why i haven't try reaching out to you before?