tommy calling buck ‘evan’ during their entire relationship and the first, and only time, he calls him buck is after he breaks up with him. eddie calling buck ‘evan’ only once and it was when he gave buck his goddamn son. the only time tommy called him buck was before leaving and the only time eddie called him evan was when he gave buck proof of him and chris staying. of them wanting buck. of them keeping buck. id say “which could meaning nothing!” but it actually means everything.

hey. eddie shedded all his layers and masks and danced in joy and let himself be free and then opened the door for buck. btw

Thinking about how Buck has been in Christopher’s life longer than he hasn’t 🥺

the thing about Buck and Eddie is, this big enormous thing that they’re dancing around like it’s forbidden and unspeakable – when they finally do it and get together, they’re literally going to be living essentially the exact same life except they get to have sex a few times a week and Buck will save $2300 per month or whatever on rent because he can finally give up that apartment. other than that they’re literally………. they’re doing it already. they’re already mentally and emotionally married. they have a child together. genuinely crazy-making stuff.

buck coming out to eddie scene is crazy work actually. eddie comes over like buck i need to stay here in your zero bedroom apartment with no couch for the next couple of days so i can Not have sex with my girlfriend. and buck says. eddie this all seems very unfortunate for you. for unrelated reasons i have to tell you now that i’m bisexual. and eddie’s like. wow that is so awesome for you buck. this changes nothing, you’ll always be my bestfriendcoworker. i need you to know this. and buck says wow. eddie i’m so relieved to hear that. even though he, in truth, is not relieved to hear this at all. and then eddie makes it worse and is like buck you should call that guy. i really want you to do that. even though he, in truth, did not want buck to do that at all. and buck, who was actually not planning to call that guy, is trapped now because eddie told him to do something and he’s under a magic spell that makes him do whatever eddie says. and eddie, who came to bucks apartment to do emotional infidelity in the first place, is also trapped. because well. he can’t just break up with his girlfriend now. that would look Insane.