stay alive|-/

me: I’m doing pretty well, I feel pretty good me ten minutes later: not once in my life have I ever been ok

me: (wakes up) brain: k̗̣̳̝͓͝ ͈̱̤̳͓͎̪͜i̕ ͚̹͍l̟̭̰̱ ̳̪̫͍̠l̖̖ ͇̹͇̩ͅy͏̬̣̯̠̤ ͉͜o͚͈̯̫ͅ u͘ ̫̞̲̣͞ͅr̭̜̗͈̫̠ ̫̗͎͙͚̜ş̝̱͎̝̳͙ͅ ̤͙̺̯e̱͈ ̷l̴ ͖̭͈f̠̺̩͙͓ me: alright edgelord chill the fuck out

depression culture is switching between doing buzzfeed quizzes, watching vine compilations on youtube, scrolling netflix for 45 mins then watching 20 mins of a movie u loved as a kid before getting bored and going back to doing buzzfeed quizzes 

so yeah what are you supposed to do when you’re at the age where everything you do actually counts for your future but you have 0% of your shit together and are 150% depressed

w/ a monotone voice “wow that is so wild”

I hate when you’re like “wow nothing is exciting anymore” and someone pipes up like “it’s called growing up” actually deborah, it’s called major depressive disorder but thanks for your input

I Don’t Know How Much Vodka I Put In This But I’m Going To Drink It Anyways: a memoir

My Mum: why is your room such a mess??? And why does your hair look like it hasn’t been brushed? Why can’t you get out of bed for once?? And what’s with this overdue homework you still haven’t done???? Me, leaning forwards so my lips touch the microphone: *clears throat* I Have Depression

-children’s shows -going back and finding that one great scene from that one episode of that show you used to watch -vine complilations -the same page of a book for an hour before you give up

-The same website open in two tabs

-constantly refreshing your apps, seeing the same content and still scrolling

*gets shot in the leg* “are you ok?” “i’m fine just tired haha”

yeah mom im ok i just dont want to be alive haha