Keith

maybe someone else

the feeling of knowing you’re getting more distant and avoidant

i think im going to do it tonight

maybe this won’t be so bad. maybe not. just maybe.

help me

its highkey a gamble to shit at a friends house as someone with heds and ibs.

it was consensual but i don’t know why my body thinks otherwise

someone has lingering trauma!!! ohhhh what a loser!!!! oh my, such a silly goose!!! if i knew what it would do to me, why didn’t i fight back!!! why was it me?

im so fucking lonely oh my god if i don’t reach out im going yo due alone

you’re so beautiful and yet its so lonely by your side, you don’t really love me the way you think you do.

i have built a house where i wait for your return

i cant just stay like this but i am so fucking alone i have no reason to even bother

skin ripping feels like paper or cardboard

i dunno what feels worse; i do have things to live for or that it still doesn’t feel enough to care to live for