KarmA

My wife💙

A sketch I decided to illustrate but I didn't want to render, and a headshot of me testing out drawing optimus w/o a sketch or lineart

Pride month has rolled around which means I'm going to try and post more pride month art 🏳️‍🌈

So I decided to start with myself (I'll probably post another of me but that's for ltr). I'm under the arospec with me being cupiromantic, where I (this is all on how I feel about my own sexuallity - it's a large umbrella) experience romantic attraction but the moment I'm actually in a romantic 'relationship' I feel uncomfortable and lose that attraction, especially if when I was friends with those people first, then they would confess they had a crush on me and then in my mind I would recontextualise how I felt about them along with this new information.

I would then think about how I like this person and that I did find them relatively attractive, this did not mean I was actually into them romantically. I would only then realise after I had gotten with them (both boy &/or girl) then I would try and trick myself into believing I wanted to stay with them, while also bouncing off other friends.

I would then look for a chance to leave amicably, yet still guilting myself for 'leading them on'. Then eventually they would ignore my boundaries wether by making comments I didn't like or touching me w/o permission even after I told them not too. I then jumped the hell off those boats and realised that while I find people physically attractive and like the thought of a stable relationship with someone, I hated being in a relationship especially when they don't treat as they did when we were friends (except for being a lil more affectionate).

My beautiful drill boy!

Prowl & Green!

I genuinely love prowl (and green) sm

It's me!

OP unboxes his fellow cybertronians! And now has TWO ironhides (💢)

Because my b-day is in 4 days I decided to go shopping & picked sum stuff up! I've been wanting the nightwing comic for like 2yrs now but it's either has never been there or i didn't have the money. And the ppl working at the eb-games or the bookstore are always so nice and welcoming! BUT OMGGGG when i found out the the silent salt update was gonna release on my birthday i legit started twitching in excitement!!!

LOVE Manju cookie & Jagae cookie!

Basically, my reaction to Karma (ALNST) [two separate phts cuz I'm indecisive on whether I wanted to include the hair colour detail or naw]

(SPOILERS GANG)

I canNOT explain the screech i let out when i saw this video 12 mins after it was posted! this full on made me cry and jump for joy at the same time, like multiple Mizi crashouts, the BEAUTIFUL camera work & art & colours AND OMG I LOVED IT, also Till being ALIVE! when I tell you the way it clicked for me that he was alive when they focused the camera on till for a lil too long. Also, I NEED someone who's smarter than me to find out if the Luka that was shown on the billboard near the end is MY Luka or his clone, cuz I'd be sad if he's dead but also I'd be devastated about the fact that if he's alive that means he's still gonna be in the Alien Stage & Hyuna being dead (Legit the only person he 'loved', in the way he knew how to)