.its tragic, im static.

So theres this dread

what the fuck did i do SO wrong that i have to feel like this for the rest of my life

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

Lonely as fuck but I cant talk to my friends because I feel like I'm annoying and they all hate me (i have no reason to feel this way my friends are amazing)

bpd is so unbearably lonely. you never feel like anyone loves you because they only care about the sanitized idea of you, the one you made up so people don't abandon you again. as soon as your messy symptoms show, suddenly you're not nearly as loveable. having bpd is to spend your whole life trying desperately to make yourself more palatable

everyone is such a goddamn liar and no one loves me

today i’m doing the make it through another day challenge 😝

this is the bpd culture is post ever

since i was at least six i’ve been in a battle with my brain and i truly think i’m losing

That terrifying moment when you ask "Do you hate me now?", and they actually take a moment to think