Different Girl

if you need a sign, this is it. for whatever it is. this. is. it. this is your sign

Ok but being in bed just feels SO GOOD

I spend my days googleing ways to kill myself while others die even though they wanted to live. I want to die but I live. How is this fair???

There’s a difference between being perfectly fine with someone and being the absolute happiest you can be. And that difference lies somewhere among how they talk to you when you’re with other people and how they kiss you when you’re alone.

Sometimes I want to quit my job and move across the country and sometimes I just wish I was drinking wine with my mom on the porch of the house I grew up in. Because life has a habit of messing with us in ways that sometimes make our own feelings inconsistent. Life makes us change our minds and our feelings and it makes us give up on our dreams and wake up with new ones. But that’s also the beauty of it.