kaopasukanakodadi

୨୧﹑synopsis :: you try not to notice how he adores a certain woman in his life, you keep your feelings about him to yourself, quiet and never acting on them solely because you know that you could never hope to compare to her.

୨୧﹑genre :: slight angst

୨୧﹑content :: nothing to warn I don't think but I wrote this at like one a.m. and did not read a word of it 👍 lmk if there is something you want me to tag though (*￣︶￣)

୨୧﹑words :: 811

hiii I'm back again (I have a second degree burn now 💀) (I touched the oven rack while it was on max) (now I have a funny mark on my knee) this is kinda rushed because tbh I am not in the mood but I don't wanna up and dip again even though I was hit with like that curse that plagues fanfic authors and ten bad things happened in a day

this is from like March I believe??? I am so sorry to the person who sent me this in my DMs istg I was gonna do it but then I just forgot after that really long break I took 😔 I don't think I ended up sticking to it exactly because I'm not actually sure if the whole request was sent?? I also ended up cutting Crowley to put him in a standalone post 👍

─ ୨୧： guren ichinose

your feelings for the Ichinose boy run deep, a little part of you crushing on just his looks when he first arrived at this school, only growing on you since then. His personality when he really got comfortable was charming, and he always had that goofy look on his face when students pulled mean tricks on him like he didn't care. A pretty face. He never lets others bother him it seems, even when he talks all lesson to the boy beside him and tries to ignore him. You could look past the Ichinose Clan part, that was the least of your worries. After all, even Mahiru Hīragi could look past that.

you see her around him a lot, and they seem to know each other and get along well. She's always smiling around him, and while he doesn't exactly look like he's having the best day of his life he looks happier to hear from her than most other students. You suppose he would be with a smart and pretty girl paying attention to him, let alone one quite so impossibly beautiful as her. A once in a century genius. How could you ever hope to compete with a person like that?

it was a nigh impossible task, so you give up, and you watch. You know that he is only yours in your little daydreams, and the moment you blink them away and return to reality he goes right back to being Mahiru's as he always was.

─ ୨୧： shinya hīragi

since you joined the army you had at least a bit of a liking toward him, though it was quite minor at first, nothing too big. You just liked how nice he was to you, even helping you out at times when he noticed you were struggling a bit with your weapon. With his help you got closer to him at least in your eyes, the confidence he oozed enough to make you feel safe and in good hands. You trusted he knew what he was doing and it kept paying off to trust his advice.

it kept you asking for more of his help, knowing that slowly the help was becoming less of your focus and it was slowly shifting to the man himself. Something about him is so handsome, yet also quite cute.

then you heard he had once had a fiancée, and you realised that if that was everything he wanted in a partner that you would be stepping way out of your league. She was a Goddess put on earth in the form of a high school girl, perfect if not for her one fatal flaw in which she was dead after committing acts that disgraced her family. That explained why nobody spoke of her until you heard it from the girl's own sister.

slowly you were inching your way further into his life, and slowly you will inch your way back out. Even as a dead woman, You know that to that standard, you are still just a bumbling and confused little child.

─ ୨୧： kureto hīragi

a bad little habit you have with Aoi is the gossip once work is over, going to shower and change in the showers together one stall apart just to talk about various tidbits you'd picked up throughout the days. You'd learned many…interesting things that way. Most notably however was in the midst of washing your hair, letting the water wash out the product when she so happened to mention that she might just have deeper feelings for Kureto than she usually lets on. It's more than just respect, at least as she put it. You almost got shampoo in your eyes.

of course you couldn't blame her, her feelings are something you can quite easily understand in fact, it's just… How are you supposed to be pitted against someone like Aoi who is loyal to a fault at her job? Thinking about it really…she is quite beautiful, and her family is in higher standing, she does anything that he asks of her, most importantly she is strong. You think if anything Kureto would value power, wouldn't he? He probably wouldn't be fond of protecting his lover all the time out of necessity, he'd prefer someone capable of doing that themselves, and while you certainly could, Aoi could do it better.

you can hear her as she knocks her hand against the wall of the shower stall, "Did you drown in there?" her voice brings you back again, and you give a quick no in response. You're out of the shower soon enough. It'd be easier to forget the conversation if not for the fact you both pass him again on your way back to the dorms and finally notice how she looks at him.

even without the threat of her own skill over yours, you're not sure you can take that away from her.

A/N: Sooo... I’m still working on Part 2 of Iris! It’s turning out way longer than my previous one, so please be patient ♡ i've seen alot of smuts about satoru, but i just prefer fluff over smut :P prefer to listen; iris, tiptoe, her, harvey .

あなたは私が本当に欲している唯一の人です。

Gojo Satoru — the boy from the Gojo clan, the one who vowed to make you his someday. Now, dressed in white and holding a bouquet of flowers, you walk down the aisle toward the man who kept his promise.

“Y/N-channn!”

A small white-haired boy came running across the courtyard, his bright blue eyes sparkling under the sunlight. Even at seven years old, Gojo Satoru was impossible to ignore — loud, dramatic, and way too confident for his age.

He stopped right in front of you, slightly out of breath but grinning from ear to ear. “Look! Look what I did!” he said, proudly holding up a tiny, unevenly folded paper crane.

You giggled, tilting your head. “You made that?”

“Of course!” he puffed his chest out. “I’m Gojo Satoru! I can do anything!”

You smiled softly. Back then, he was just a boy — messy, bright, and endlessly full of dreams. You never imagined that one day, the boy yelling your name across the garden would be the man waiting for you at the end of the aisle.

You blinked and leaned closer. “that’s so cool! A paper crane? How did you make it?”

Gojo puffed up proudly, holding the crooked little origami like it was treasure. “Easy! I watched a random Grandma do it once, then I just… did it better!”

You giggled. “Better, haa?”

“Of course! I’m Gojo Satoru! I can do anything!” he said, with that same confidence that would one day drive you crazy—and maybe, just maybe, make you fall for him. You slowly take the paper crane from his hand —

You smiled softly, carefully holding the fragile crane between your fingers. “It’s really pretty,” you murmured, cheeks warming just a little.

Gojo tilted his head, watching your reaction. Then, with a sudden burst of confidence, he declared—

“One day, I’ll be the one to marry you! Just watch!”

Your eyes widened as your face turned even redder. “W-What?!”

Gojo only laughed, hands on his hips, his grin full of childish pride. “You’ll see! I’ll grow up, be super strong, and then we’ll get married! Easy! If you don't believe me, i'll show you! just watch!”

You looked down at the paper crane in your hands — uneven, a little messy, but somehow perfect. You couldn’t stop smiling. “You’re so silly, Satoru…”

He immediately pouted, stamping his foot a little. “Silly?! No, I am not! I’m being serious!”

You blinked at him, surprised by how determined he looked. His blue eyes sparkled with that same stubborn confidence you’d eventually come to know all too well.

“Really?” you asked softly.

He nodded hard, his grin returning. “Really! You’ll see! I’m gonna grow up, be super strong, and then I’ll marry you for real!”

You giggled again, cheeks warm. “Then I’ll wait and see, okay?”

He beamed. “Promise!”

And as you shook his little pinky with yours, you didn’t realize that someday — he’d actually keep that promise.

. . .

The soft hum of music filled the air, blending with the gentle rustle of silk and whispers of awe. White petals lined the aisle, and at the very end stood Gojo Satoru — no longer the mischievous boy you once knew, but a man whose smile still held the same warmth.

Your steps were slow, your heartbeat fast. The bouquet in your hands trembled slightly as your eyes met his — those familiar, endless blues.

He grinned, the kind of grin that could still make your knees weak. “Told you,” he mouthed playfully.

You tried not to laugh, blinking away tears as you reached him.

When you finally stood before him, he leaned a little closer and whispered, just for you to hear: “Do you remember that paper crane I gave you?”

Your heart skipped. “How could I forget?”

He chuckled softly, voice low and full of affection. “You blushed so hard, I thought you’d run away.”

You smiled, remembering that summer day — the crooked paper crane, his laughter, and his bold little declaration.

And then, as the ceremony fell quiet, he said under his breath, just loud enough for you to hear— “One day, I’ll be the one to marry you… Just watch.”

Your breath caught. Those were the exact words he’d said as a boy — only this time, they weren’t a promise. They were reality.

You looked up at him through teary eyes, and he smiled, tender and proud. “I told you I could do anything, didn’t I?”

- he has REALLY bad posture. in the PT base during yorknew, when Chrollo is reading a book, he is literally hunched over and his back is at like a 45 degree angle🥺

- he’s very smug and cocky. after his fight against Zeno and Silva, he asks with a smirk to Zeno “if we were in a fight, who would win, you or me?” and chuckles knowingly when Zeno replies. during Chrollo vs Hisoka, Chrollo says that he is “100% sure that i am going to win”

- his personality switches depending on who he’s with. with the troupe, he’s logical and stoic—never losing his temper. when he’s with Hisoka, he’s much more relaxed and friendly + smiles much more often. when he’s with someone older, he’s respectful.

- he doesn’t seem to mind celebrations/parties. he’s seen drinking with the troupe in a manga panel after the auction.

- he seems very self aware of his handsome appearance, as he lured Neon in + most of the abilities in his book are from women.

- in terms of physical strength, Chrollo is 7th in the Troupe —above Bonolenov, Nobunaga, Shalnark, Pakunoda, Shizuku, and Kortopi, making him MUCH MUCH MUCH stronger than even superhumans such as Gon and Killua. (I love this fact for some reason)

- he had many similarities to Gon and Kurapika as a kid. (read Ch. 395-397, which is the Troupe backstory. it has a lot of cute baby Troupe member scenes🥺)

- he has a habit of covering his mouth with his hand whenever he is thinking deeply about something or connecting the lines.

- he knows a shocking amount about the Kakin Empire (in the manga), even more so than some of the Princes of the Kakin Empire.

- he seems to have a habit of smirking whenever something is going according to plan or when something went according to plan. he also just seems to enjoy smirking in general.

- his favorite color seems to be purple due to much of his outfits being some sort of variation of purple.

- in official arts + mobage cards, he seems to have dark circles under his eyes. in the yorknew city arc, he is also the only troupe member who didn’t sleep during the entire arc, meaning that he seems to have some sort of insomnia.

- in mobage cards, Chrollo seems to have a habit of fidgeting with his clothes. (pulling off his tie during the Christmas mobage card, playing with his hat, etc,.)

- he is very athletic, considering how at the end of yorknew city when he was left nen-less on those plateaus, he managed to climb down and find shelter all by himself.

- he is also very rich, since on average, every Zoldyck assassination costs around 1 billion—Chrollo managed to afford to assassinate the 10 Dons, meaning 10 billion Jenny.

- Chrollo doesn’t seem to care whenever someone is being disrespectful towards him or the troupe.

- Chrollo seems to have a particular fondness for suits, as he is often seen wearing a suit in official arts

- Chrollo often wears clothing that covers much of his body

- Chrollo seems to have the traditional values of a chivalrous man, meaning that he respects women quite a lot and makes sures to keep them safe. Chrollo made sure to catch Neon in the most respectful way when she “fell” (he literally could have just grabbed her by the arm and it would have been fine), he made sure to keep Pakunoda + Machi + Shizuku in the same team during yorknew (there were no men in their team), and during the Chrollo vs Hisoka battle, none of the female spectators (or even the commentator) were harmed.

———

I think I’m actually just in love with chrollo

This one especially:

Like we rarely get to see any kind of emotion or reaction from Chrollo besides his usual blank expression. OR, anything he let us see. That man is an actor, and a very convincing one at that. Not that I think he’s completely incapable of feeling or anything like that—we’ve seen otherwise, especially when he’s in private.

OHMYGOD I GOT AN ANERA X READER??? HELLO??? I THOUGHT Y’ALL WERE JUST GLAZING AND SAYING YOU LIKED HER SO I’D POST MORE LMAOOO (not complaining tho. i get it. trust me.)

but seriously i actually can’t believe someone actually asked for this. like, someone acc likes my oc?!? and ASKED for her and js her????like. what. hello???

you have no idea how happy this made me omg. even if this was just sent in to bait me into posting more, idec because 🥹🥹🥹

also bro i’m still working through older reqs but this one?? this one’s recent and peak as hell so it’s going up ASAP

anon. i love you. you made my entire week. i hope you know this.

alsoooo since my ego is currently fragile in the best way possible—what made you like anera?? like genuinely. was it something specific?? if so, why? do you usually read her parts alone or with the rest of the gang?? do you like the killua x anera dynamic?? do you want more of her stuff??

because like this is officially my favorite request so far and i’m going all out on it. i love you anon fr 🫶

ANERA VEY x MUTE READER HCS

by: the goat, daddy bach (me)