my life 💎

I feel like everything I want has to be covered in some code. I always end up working hard for these things and right when I think I have it something happens. All I ask for is simplicity, I just want to be able to share how I feel and get what I want or at least a comprise out of it.

After gym selfie game 💪#brokenarm #noexcuses #gymlife #underarmer #nike

These are only a month apart but I'm so proud and happy with my results on my journey to a helthy and fit lifestyle. Thanks to those who inspire me and I can't wait to see what I'll be in a few months. #192lbs #workout #purepro #zija #protien #gains #gymlife #6days

Miss my baby's @taylornicolepeters @paige__hansen

I think about you more than you know.

I want true raw emotion... show me your heart, show me the real you. I promise I'll never judge you and only grow love for you..

Odviously everyone loves sex it's a great feeling. But where is the line between love and pleasure? I have had random hookups but they ment nothing to me emotionly. I feel like having sex with someone that you love totally changes the game. I have not had sex with someone I loved but I can only imagine how much better it would be.

I have gone to sleep alone all my life and it's the time that I'm most lonely. I have been on a Rollercoaster of feelings lately trying to decide if I need a relationship to fill this void. I just honestly don't know, there is someone in my life right now that I could see my self with but I have so many self doubts. I have been truly intrestend in 1 guy so this is just a crazy feeling to really like someone. What Im battling with at this point is am I ready for this? Is he ready for this? And can we maintain a good steady slow pace to not fall uninterested? I think way to much... I think way to much about the person I like but sometimes I feel like that might be the thing that makes it not work out. I really hope somehow things just workout for the best.

I feel like everyday it gets harder and harder to find true love. I have seen so many times where people think they are in love or even think they have found it, but in all actuality it's just them forcing it because love is Disiredble. Alot of the time I wonder if I will ever find true love or if I will just settle. At the same time how do you weed out the people who might not truly be in love with you? How do you know for sure if it's a equal plain of love? I guess only time will tell but getting hurt is not on my top list of things to do...

I battle with so much stress all the time and it feels like it's one thing after the other. The big problem is that the root of these stresses always seem to lead back to me. I always wish I had I diffrent life, a clean life with no drama and no stress. The thing is though, everyone has their own stresses. I might be always fighting court cases and being on the verge to getting killed but someone else could be going through a divorce, loosing their house. Every person is always going through their own equivalence of drama and stress and it sucks. Why do we have to go through these trials of drama and stress? Is it to learn things and about life? Because I don't see where this Benefits me at all.

When you talk to your crush and if feels like your in some really bad 80s teen flick.

My mothers bead work is killer. She can make anything!

I'm in love with this long sleeve #polo #RL #selfie

Welcome to the family guys 😁 #RalphLauren #beentrill #LRG #gold #CalvinKlein #kingkane (at RiverTown Crossings Mall)