Welcome To My Everyday Life

Idk what to say about having a older sis who insults the younger sis by saying “your generation of young adults is acting like some childish shitheads.” Just to be frank, don’t say u ain’t childish asf went complaining it to mum. Lmao, say who is childish now? Adult also can be childish. I’m just saying. Damn. So much love and hate relationship to my siblings. They just getting more annoying asf.

When u can’t control the monster within you and it started to not trust everyone around you including your family. Yeah, that’s how shit my life been that no one understand my struggles. That’s the reason why I don’t share my problem to anyone after what happen when I share my problem with some people who I thought can help me out. But turn out, they don’t. Ending up getting told to shut up.

I’m either a piece of shit to my family or I’m fucking being pressured by my dad and siblings about me getting a job. Actually both. It like they wanting me to be out of the house kind of feeling. Sigh. FUCK FUCK FUCK. IM A USELESS PIECE OF SHIT.

Man. Why is it that my dad loves to rant about me on why couldn’t I be like my classmates who are smarter and good grades? I’m sorry for being born different than them by not being smarter than them. Seriously. I dislike it when my dad compared me with my classmates 🙄

Whaddup? I’m back. It been well 2 years since I last posted here. Probably might post some rants about my horrible life. So yeah. Stay tuned.

Don’t always think that hard work is being appreciated. This is just me saying it from my point of view.