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pairing: hyunjin x gn!reader w. 0.8k
genre: comedic fluff
summary: your boyfriend, hyunjin, comes home on christmas day from sbs gayo daejeon after surprising you with a new look. he's shaved his hair and gone blonde.
warnings: reader mourns the long hair but is very supportive. playful teasing
a/n: this is literally just how i'm coping rn
New year and comeback season always meant new looks and fresh things. However, this was not expected.
You were at home, as always. Christmas was a busy day for Hyunjin, away at SBS Gayo Daejeon performing and looking pretty for the cameras. It was routine, but you always enjoyed tuning in and seeing the talent from him and his group as they performed.
There was a red carpet to unveil looks, but you were preparing some food for dinner that night. Things were getting hectic in the kitchen and time passed you by.
But your phone started to buzz. And buzz. And buzz.
Unable to ignore the repeating notification noises, you stopped what you were doing to figure out what had your phone blowing up. Notifications from posts and texts from friends... what was happening?
Everyone was talking about Hyunjin. As normal as it was for him to get the world's attention, the sheer amount of notifications was concerning. Something was obviously going on.
So, you opened your feed. It didn't take more than a single scroll for the picture to hit your timeline. On the red carpet, looking sharp and stunning, was Hyunjin. Beautiful outfit, many piercings, eyebrow slit fresh.
Oh, and his head was completely shaved and dyed blonde.
You stared at your phone in shock for what felt like forever. The two second clip of him looking stunning for the cameras replayed over and over as your brain tried to pick up the pieces.
You knew he wouldn't have his phone on him and able to look at it for a bit, but that did not stop you from blowing up his texts. Nothing outrageous or upset, but a lot of spammed questions and confusion got the message across pretty well. It was the least you could do.
Reeling from the overwhelming knowledge of your boyfriend's look, you decided to put your phone down and get back to cooking. You had to take your mind off of it or you might go insane.
The whole time, all you could think about was him. How drastic it was, how hot he looked, the whole bit. Hwang Hyunjin was taking up your entire mind.
Any task that you tried to do seemed impossible to entirely focus on. Every moment had you wanting to grab your phone and scroll, finding every possible photo of him. Hyunjin being a world-famous idol did not make this any easier.
Giving in, you resigned to doom scrolling. If you weren't able to focus, you wouldn't get anything done. Might as well just drool over how good he looks, you thought.
When he finally got done with the show, he was able to text you back briefly. He returned your texts with spam of his own, a bunch of apologies and letting you know when he'd be back.
Waiting for him to come home seemed impossible. The performance that the group gave was phenomenal as always. However, nothing could prepare you for seeing the look in person. Time passed dreadfully slow.
As you had finished up dinner, you heard the door swing open. You turned around to see Hyunjin out of breath. He waved to you, a shy smile on his face as he hung up his coat and took off his shoes. He approached slowly, looking uncertain.
"Do you... like it?" He finally asked, his voice shaky and small.
Staring at him for a few seconds, you smiled and nodded. "Of course I do, but why didn't you tell me?"
"It was supposed to be a surprise! A Christmas gift, you know?" Hyunjin tried to explain, breathing still heavy from running, "I thought it was a really big change, and I was worried you'd say no."
You looked at him incredulously. "Why would I say no to you wanting to try something new?"
"I... don't know." Hyunjin climbed into a chair, tilting his head back and closing his eyes as he fully caught his breath.
You watched him for a few moments, quietly observing his new look for yourself. He looked stunning, his sharp features accentuated by the new hair and the piercings grabbing your eye.
Although, you had something on your mind. "Oh, your poor hair," You lamented jokingly, "If you had warned me, I would've cherished it more if I knew it was the last time I'd see it."
"Aish, you'll see it again," Hyunjin groaned, standing up and looking at you, "Just not for a while."
"You better grow it back out," You retorted, walking over and running your fingers through his soft, short hair.
Hyunjin grinned and shrugged his shoulders. "We'll see."
"Hwang Hyunjin."
"Okay, okay, sorry."
As you plated your dinner with him, you looked over and snickered. "God, you really do look like a chestnut. Changbin was right."
"What did he call me?" Hyunjin scoffed, "I'm not a chestnut."
"Chestnut, dumpling, flour boy. You're becoming the real grocery list."
Genre: fluff, suggestive at times, mdni
A/n: trying to get back into the swing of things, hopefully some random texts with individual members will be around soon, I figured out how the old app I used works now so Iโm not dreading using memi anymore. Love you all and happy whatever you celebrate
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Hyung Line | Maknae Line
A/n: trying to get back into the swing of things, hopefully some random texts with individual members will be around soon, I figured out how the old app I used works now so Iโm not dreading using memi anymore. Love you all and happy whatever you celebrate ๐ซถ๐ผ
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"If we ever broke up, I think you ruined me for anyone else."
Chris sat cross-legged on the couch, scrolling through his phone while you cuddled into his side, head resting on his shoulder. The soft glow of the TV bathed the room in muted light, but neither of you paid it much attention. It was one of those quiet nights where words flowed easily, the kind of comfort that came from being completely at ease with each other.ย ย
You tilted your head to look up at him, a soft smile playing on your lips as a thought came to mind. Without much preamble, you murmured, โYou know, if we ever broke upโฆ I think you ruined me for anyone else.โย ย
Chris froze mid-scroll, his fingers hovering over the screen. Slowly, he turned to look at you, his brows furrowing, confusion flickering in his eyes. โWhat?โ he asked, his voice quiet, almost hesitant.ย ย
โI mean,โ you said softly, โyouโve set the bar so high. Youโre so attentive, so thoughtfulโฆ I donโt think I could ever find someone else who loves me like you do. Youโve shown me what itโs supposed to feel like.โย ย
His phone slipped from his hands as he let out a quiet, almost shaky laugh, his gaze dropping to the floor. โI donโt knowโฆ You know, I donโt always feel like Iโm enough,โ he admitted, his voice low.
Your heart clenched, and you sat up a little to take his hand, lacing your fingers with his. โChris, stop,โ you said firmly. โYouโre more than enough. Youโve raised my standards so high I couldnโt even imagine anyone else. Thatโs why I said it โ youโre the best thing thatโs ever happened to me.โย ย
He lifted his eyes to meet yours, wide and searching, and for a moment, he looked like he didnโt quite believe you. Then he gave a small, disbelieving laugh, a soft smile tugging at his lips.ย
โRuined you, huh?โ he finally said, his tone teasing, but the slight break in his voice betrayed how deeply your words affected him. He reached out, cupping your face gently, his thumb brushing over your cheekbone. โYou think Iโd ever let that happen? Thereโs no โbreaking up,โ alright? Youโre stuck with me.โ
You couldnโt help but smile at his response, but he wasnโt done. His voice softened, taking on a vulnerable edge as he added, โButโฆ hearing you say that? It means everything to me. I just โ I try so hard to be good for you, you know? To make sure you know how much I love you. Soโฆ thank you. For saying that.โ
You reached up, placing your hand over his. โYou donโt have to try. You justโฆ are.โ
He stared at you for a long moment, then leaned in and kissed you, slow and lingering, as if to say all the things words couldnโt. When he pulled back, his forehead rested against yours, a smile tugging at the corners of his lips.
โFor the record,โ he whispered, โyouโve ruined me too. But I wouldnโt have it any other way.โ
Jeongin wasnโt much for skinship and giving much attentionโat least, not with most people. But with you, everything was different. He wanted to hold you, to wrap you in his arms when life felt heavy on your shoulders, to make you feel loved and safe. He knew about your past relationshipโthe one where your ex had made you feel like you were โtoo much,โ had called you clingy whenever you tried to express your need for affection or reassurance.
Jeongin hated that someone had made you feel that way. So with you, he went out of his way to make sure you never felt like a burden. Heโd pull you into his arms after a long day, kiss your forehead, and whisper, โIโve got you.โ You were his entire world, and he made sure you knew it.
But even the strongest relationships have their cracks.
It started like any other day. Jeongin had practice with the group, and you had work at your demanding job. He was stressed, but heโd kissed you goodbye that morning, promising to call you when he was free. You went to work feeling warm from the gesture, but as the hours passed, everything began to fall apart.
Your boss had been in a particularly bad mood, snapping at you over trivial mistakes. The girls in the office, who you knew were jealous of your relationship with Jeongin, whispered cruel things behind your back, loud enough for you to hear. By the time the day was over, you were emotionally drained and on the verge of tears.
You wanted nothing more than to call Jeongin. But you hesitated, not wanting to interrupt him at practice. Youโd been told you were clingy before; you didnโt want him to think the same.
Jeongin, on the other hand, was having a nightmare of a day. Practice was grueling, and tensions were high among the members. Everyone was snippy, tired, and frustrated. Jeongin was trying to hold it together, but his patience was wearing thin.
His phone buzzed in his bag, but he ignored it, too overwhelmed to deal with anything else.
Your bad day turned worse when you stopped to pick up some groceries on the way home. Thatโs when a stranger approached you, his intentions anything but friendly.
โHey there, gorgeous,โ he said, stepping into your personal space.
You tried to brush him off politely, but he persisted. โCome on, donโt be like that. Just one drink.โ
โIโm not interested,โ you said firmly, but your voice wavered. He didnโt seem to care, following you down the street as panic bubbled in your chest.
You grabbed your phone and texted Jeongin.
โInnie, thereโs a guy following me.โ
โInnie, please answer. Iโm scared.โ
When he didnโt reply, you called him. Once. Twice. Ten times. Each time the call went unanswered, your panic grew. Finally, on the tenth call, he picked up.
โInnie!โ you cried, your voice trembling. โPlease, Iโโ
โWhat do you want?!โ Jeonginโs voice was sharp, laced with irritation. โY/N, Iโm busy! Canโt you leave me alone for five minutes? He was rightโฆ Youโre so clingy!โ
The word cut through you like a knife.
โInnie,โ you whispered, your voice breaking. โIโฆ Iโm sorry.โ
He hung up before you could explain.
The tears youโd been holding back spilled over as you ducked into a nearby alley, your body shaking with sobs. You felt completely alone. Desperate, you called your best friend, who immediately came to pick you up.
Jeongin didnโt look at his phone again until hours later, when practice was finally over. He trudged home, exhaustion heavy in his limbs, and sank onto the couch, grabbing his phone to check his notifications.
When he saw your texts, his heart stopped.
โInnie, please answer. I need you.โ
โInnie, thereโs a guy following me.โ
โIโm hiding. Please, Jeongin, help me.โ
His stomach dropped. He immediately tried calling you, but your phone went straight to voicemail.
โY/N, please,โ he texted. โIโm so sorry. Please let me know youโre safe.โ
Minutes later, his phone buzzed. But it wasnโt you.
โSheโs safe,โ your best friend texted. โBut she doesnโt want to talk to you right now.โ
Jeongin sank to the floor, guilt washing over him in waves. You had needed himโreally needed himโand he had let you down. Worse, he had been cruel.
For days, Jeongin tried everything to make it up to you. He sent flowers to your best friendโs house, along with your favorite snacks and handwritten notes. But you didnโt respond. The silence was unbearable.
Then, finally, a text came through.
โIโm coming home. We need to talk.โ
Jeongin paced the living room anxiously, his heart racing when he heard the door unlock. You stepped inside, your expression guarded, your eyes swollen from crying. He froze, guilt hitting him all over again.
โY/N,โ he said softly, his voice shaking. โIโm so sorry.โ
You set your bag down but didnโt move closer. โYou called me clingy. Iโฆ trusted you...โ
His throat tightened. โI didnโt mean it. I was stressed, and Iโฆ I took it out on you. I was wrong. I should have answered. I should have been there for you.โ His voice cracked. โIโm so sorry, Y/N. Iโll never forgive myself for letting you down.โ
โYou werenโt just not there,โ you said, your voice trembling. โYou hurt me, Jeongin. You said the one thing I was most afraid of hearing. Do you know how hard it was for me to reach out? And youโฆโ Tears spilled down your cheeks. โYou made me feel like I was too much. Again.โ
โYouโre not too much,โ he said quickly, stepping closer but stopping when he saw you flinch. โYouโre everything to me, Y/N. Youโre the best thing in my life, and I ruined it. Iโll do anything to fix this. โwhatever you need, Iโll do it. Just donโt leave me.โ
You looked at him, torn between your love for him and the fear of being hurt again. โI donโt know if I can trust you not to do it again.โ
Tears were streaming down his face. โIโll prove it to you. Iโll spend the rest of my life proving it to you if thatโs what it takes.โ He reached for your hands but didnโt hold them, waiting for your permission. โPlease, Y/N. Donโt give up on me.โ
After a long moment, you let him take your hands. โI need time, Jeongin. Iโm not ready to forgive you yet.โ
โIโll wait,โ he whispered. โIโll wait as long as it takes.โ
In the weeks that followed, Jeongin kept his word. He communicated openly about his feelings, and never missed an opportunity to remind you how much you meant to him.
When you finally felt ready to come home, he held you in his arms like you were his entire world. Because to him, you were.
It wasnโt easy, but together, you rebuilt what had been brokenโproving that love, when nurtured with care and effort, could overcome even the deepest wounds.
i need fluff and i want to write fluff for myself because i feel like it would make me feel better but jesus fuck is it hard to do that when all i feel is anger
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hey btw for anyone who has been keeping up with me and my breakup: he told me we could work on things when he got back from a trip he was going on, met up with a girl he met online and i found out he got into a relationship with her, then found out that he actually fucking married her. After knowing her for 48 hours. So thats cool i guess.
A/n: I just got out of a very long relationship and am trying to work through it. This is all entirely self indulgent because a lot of these are things that Iโve made to feel insecure about Iโm sorry if this isnโt your cup of tea, I am still working on a Chan SMAU but it was kinda put on hold due to the whole breakup and life being turned upside down and having to heal and learn how to love myself again. Enjoy ~ ๐
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A/n: I just got out of a very long relationship and am trying to work through it. This is all entirely self indulgent because a lot of these are things that Iโve made to feel insecure about (Chanโs specifically like my bad bro I just like to kiss but whatever I guess) Iโm sorry if this isnโt your cup of tea, I am still working on a Chan SMAU but it was kinda put on hold due to the whole breakup and life being turned upside down and having to heal and learn how to love myself again. Enjoy ~ ๐