k9konghua

he's so cute i'm gonna lose it

i need to make out and cuddle with him much more than is socially acceptable to admit

does anyone else get really terrified by thinking about romantic/sexual situations with their boyfriend. like i love him so much and i feel so awful for ever thinking about him in this way, i make myself sick with guilt. i feel like if he ever knew any of this he'd just be disgusted and i'd be horrified to ever make him uncomfortable at all. i'm so scared i'm overstepping merely through having thoughts like this. just a huge fear for me i dunno

been WAY too needy over these past couple days for no good reason. freak my life man

maybe this is the years of growing up in a cult talking, but worship in relationships... oh my god.

getting kinks from other people like they're contagious

can't tell if i'm into puppy play or just into being loved

sleepy late nights will have you contemplating things like if it's morally okay to be attracted to your boyfriend

trying to send waist photos and getting cockblocked by discord. awesome.

i think i could listen to him talk for hours on end gaaaahhh ghughgudh

i need to be taken out back and shot like a horse with a broken leg.

hear me out. we actually keep our clothes on and spend our time making out, flush against each other but still aching to be closer, pulling at each others shirt collars and begging for those miniscule gaps between us to be closed. we're basically breathing each other in as we grind on each other, but the clothes stay on. you know. i'm gonna explode.