The Drop

I wonder if darth vader would have turned out as much of an asshole if he knew he had kids

You can checkmate an easy piece of pussy in three to four moves. A real girl, now that requires real game.

Maybe I just want to hurt. Maybe nothing else makes sense.

Such a shame to think I have so many women in my life just to stop Me From Poisoning the life of the girl I truly love. The girl Who pushed me away The girl who will Have my babies

Vagina is weird.

So I was going to drink and write poetry but I ended up stumbling on a music maker program on my brand new laptop. So I drank and made dubstep instead. Good stuff too. My music reminds me of a cross between skrillex and buckethead as there is no lyrics. It's like trance dubstep. I dno if that qualifies. Fuck I don't know how to classify it now. It doesn't really matter. I ended this song so good it makes me want to keep hearing it. Anyone ever heard one of those songs? That ends on point with the beat and vibe of the song. And your like "fuk! Y u no keep playing song?!"

First day back to work since my dad went to the hospital went pretty good. I wanted to bail at midnight but stuck out my whole shift and ended up getting home at 4am. Made decent money. Which is good as I have to pay the electric bill by the 10th. Hoorah for responsibility

I miss her even still now, very much.

I'm a wanted man

Like me for who I am or don't. I don't give a fuck. Take me as I am or keep walking. Because I'm too damn old for games.

So it turns out I already kinda knew This girl Brooklyn. I knew her as brook. She was the girl I rebounded off my first love with. It's really interesting in a sense. After my fling with her she got Into a 10 year long abusive relationship. And now she has a 1 yr old daughter. Whatever. I still do my own thing. Like I did then. There was definetly a psychological battle That went on. But from Her still Interacting with me I know I won.