why am I here? Like wtf

You Never Asked Me

You knew I was in love with him. You knew this because I told you. We were so happy for me because I had never liked anyone before my first crush. I got pushed to like someone anyone to be a normal person. I did not because someone pushed me to him because he was the only one who...sparked something I knew him for 4 years. You used to like him but when I told you I saw no problem because you were dating one of my close friends. 

It’s You.

I hate you

I’m sorry it all went down like it did. It could have been better if I would have kept my fucking mouth shut. God do you ever just wish you would disappear that I feel it feels like the whole world is watching me. Like the whole world has it’s eyes on me. 

I wanna get it all over with and forgot that I’m even alive.

You know the one sucky thing in life is when the one person who always believed you who always thought good of you. Hears one thing and now your the liar.

SINK

The real bullshit is how I can cheer other people up but I can’t cheer up myself. I tell people 24/7 I’m always here if you wanna talk,so how come I can fix others but can’t fix myself

Have y'all ever heard that sound that says "time is an allusion that helps things make sense."

I used to post on some website you can go and find it I don’t care but I used to write all my bullshit to random people who have no fucking idea who I am ,but today at 10pm I thought......hmmmm.tumblr...sure basically I think too deep for the people in my life to understand. In fact if people ever found out the way I think... well I guess I’m fucked. They would 100% think I’m a serial killer but I’m not you can be fucked up in the head without wanting to kill people.