justgoaheadnow

I don’t know what I am supposed to be doing to survive under capitalism. I know that I am capable of so much more if anyone would let me. I know that customer service work is too draining for me and people are too mean for my sensitive little introverted self. I miss a cubicle. I am so constantly jealous of anyone who likes their job and has skills and passions that lend itself to a career. I know I’m not stupid but I don’t feel “smart” enough for anything. I wish I could redo college even though I loved what I studied. (Just another silly millennial I guess.) And even then I don’t know what I would do, just pick any kind of skill to development, maybe business. I could still grab an associates but I don’t think my mental health could do it. I only just now finally found time to start going to the gym and healthy cooking is a constant battle because it takes effort and time. life is good except my job but yr job is yr life etc etc constant battle and this job is hurting me in new and exciting ways i miss that boring cubicle for an evil company tbh

Hi tumblr I miss you I am doing really really really well Except I still can't sleep on Sundays because my job is terrible and my coworkers are evil and I don't know what I want to do in order to survive under capitalism But also at least I am blessed enough to afford a great apartment and drop $75 today on local handmade items.