on the left is a victoria secret model, and on the right is me. there was a time, i would have put these pictures side by side, and used it as a âgoalâ to get to. i actually went into a victoria secret shop once, about a year ago, with my friend, and whilst she was trying something on in the changing room, and i was waiting, i was trying to hold back the tears, they just started running down my face, and i was desperately wiping them away before anyone saw. it was all too much in there, all them what i deemed as âperfectâ girls plastered all over the walls, and my mind was racing with âwhy donât i look like themâ âwhy canât i achieve thatâ âiâll never be like themâ and looking back, i feel so saddened that i ever felt like that. (my friend didnât know, so it obviously wasnât her fault that it happened, she was just shopping in there, bless herâ¤ď¸) but now, today, i donât envy those girls, NOT ONE LITTLE BIT. iâve read up about their diets, and some days they have detoxing where they literally eat just vegetables, and like hours before the show they arenât allowed liquid, like hello?? we need to drink?? itâs just crazy. itâs their choice and i completely understand that, but iâm just saying that there was a time i would have admired how strict they are with themselves, but today is so different. i want to enjoy food, iâve rid my life of diets, iâve found self love, and i want to eat cake and ice cream, when i want cake and ice cream, like chocolate?? who doesnât love chocolate?? i just donât envy their bodies or their lifestyles anymore, and thatâs just a GLO UP for me. YOU DONT NEED TO LOOK LIKE THOSE GIRLS. YOU NEED TO LOOK LIKE YOU. YOU YOU YOU. whatever body shape, or size you are, thatâs perfect, and thatâs what makes you YOU.
