Some of my favorite commissions from today.
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He is one of my favorite artists, and my commission is the Thor and Loki one! I love it so much!!!!

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Some of my favorite commissions from today.
Commissions still open. Only a few watercolor spots left.
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He is one of my favorite artists, and my commission is the Thor and Loki one! I love it so much!!!!

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Went to primary care doctor today. Asked him to order a lumbar MRI to specifically look for Tarlov/perineural cysts. He ordered it. I scheduled it for October 6th (also my 3rd wedding anniversary)! Since my last relevant update, Iāve gotten a third nerve block with the steroids. The third block lasted about a day. My doctors put me on Gabapentin. I took it for a bit; all it really did was make me feel really high, but not better. Then I stopped taking that, and they put me on Lyrica. Lyrica only makes me feel weird for about an hour, but itās still not really helping my symptoms. The next two things my doctor wants to try are nerve blocks with Botox, and if that doesnāt work, an interstim implant. The problem is, my insurance will not cover these procedures (however, if I had overactive bladder, theyād totally be covered! Yay insurance!) I came home from that appointment understandably upset (interstim implant is about $44,000). Hubs went on a research spree, and found that some people with my symptoms (including my knee/ankle issues) have Tarlov cysts in their lower spine. I called my doctor and asked them if they found that on the MRI, and they said no, my MRI was clean. However, I did some research as well, and I donāt think Tarlov cysts would be seen on that specific MRI. And even if they were seen, the radiologist might not note them, because they can be asymptomatic and fairly common (~9% of the population develop them, mostly asymptomatic). I went to my primary care doctor, and asked him to order an MRI specifically for the cysts, and he agreed! Yay!
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An open letter to all historians or those claiming to be; Alison Weir, Susan Higginbotham, Michael Hicks, Philippa Gregory, and whoever else it may concern:
I know you have an opinion on the historical people you write about. Of course you do. If you were indifferent to them, you would not write about them in the first place. And that`s fine. As someone who`s doing history at university, we learnt that in our first semester. When you write about someone and research so much about that person, you`ll likely have your own opinion, be it positive or not.
But here`s the thing:
You should pay attention not to let the biases take over your work. You can draw conclusions from the evidence we have, but you cannot ignore the evidence and then still claim to be writing truthfully. For example, if we`re speaking about Richard III, you can state your opinion on Richard and support it with the evidence you have, and that opinion can be both positive or negative or something in between.
If, however, you invent something to support your opinion, or ignore evidence for the same reason, or twist evidence and take it out of context, you can no longer claim you are writing history. You are writing fiction. You are not even writing historical fiction. You are writing historical fantasy at the most.
It also serves no point. If you claim to be writing truthfully, and that goes especially for non-fiction books, people have a right to expect to find actual evidence and opinions that are based on actual evidence, not simply a subjective opinion based on nothing but personal preference. And pretending that what you write is truthful when it is not does not actually make it truthful. You can ignore the truth all you want, but that does not make it any less true. If your opinion goes against the available evidence, then it is the evidence that counts, not your opinion. For example, to return to my example from above, it is fine to say you don`t like Richard. It is not fine and in fact entirely untruthful to pretend he had no friends, simply because you do not like him, and - dear Mrs. Higginbotham - no matter how much you call Francis Lovell his āallyā or āassociateā instead of his friend to āsupportā this theory of yours, it will not change the fact that he was, in fact, Richard`s close friend.
And finally, while you are entitled to full respect for your opinions, so is everyone else. Sneering at people who do not share them or even insulting them is rude and will not make their views any less valid or support your own. There is a difference between respectfully disagreeing and dismissing people because you do not agree with them.
Anyway, tl;dr: Make your point and state your opinion, but use the available evidence to do so. Because, as Kathryn Warner once put it so nicely on her blog on Edward II, if you have to ignore evidence and invent things to make a point, you don`t have a point.
Thanks for listening, and have a wonderful evening, everyone.
when you really REALLY love a shirt but then you feel the fabric
Curse you, central sensitization.
*starts song over because I wasnāt enjoying it hard enough*
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Hubs and I will be bringing this little turd home on July 5th. Everyone meet Loki! :)
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Growing my hair out. It's currently in the "Justin Bieber before he became a total douche" stage.
I went to see the nurse practitioner today to discuss diazepam. We also talked about my two nerve blocks (specifically, how they haven't really helped, and how my pain doctor wants me to switch to botox). She said that the fact that I was numb after the procedure for even just a little bit of time is a great sign; it means that the treatment is going in the right direction, they just need different medication. She thinks I will see good results with botox. That was very encouraging. I also told her that diazepam is really the only thing that has helped without making me sick, and she agreed that I should keep taking it as needed. She wrote me another prescription for it. I have been so happy with this healthcare system. The doctors/nurses actually care, and really listen to me. The nurse practitioner listened to everything I had to say, and respected my opinions. She even agreed, and didn't treat me like I was just drug seeking. I am really happy right now. :) And I'm feeling pretty optimistic about my treatment plan. Also, I've been having a lot of feels about Richard III lately, mainly because of his reburial.
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I called my urogynecologist on Friday. I have two appointments; one with the nurse practitioner on March 24th to discuss a Diazepam regimen, and another with my urogynecologist on May 4th to discuss botox. I haven't sat down with the nurse practitioner yet, but thus far, the Beaumont medical system has been amazing. Everyone that has treated me has been awesome, and I feel like they actually care. They also don't just brush me aside when I say my treatment isn't working. I'm excited for my appointments.
Some attention for Richard of York, anyone?
Can we get a little bit of love for Richard of York?
In fiction he always seems to play the second fiddle. Either he is being cheated on by his wife, who proceeds to give birth to Edward IV because of it, or he is constantly in a rage, or he is just outright ignored, or only spoken about in hushed tones by all the characters.
Now I get that in Ricardian fiction there is not much opportunity to show much of him as a character, as Richard was barely eight when he died and, due to the fact he had been in exile, had probably barely seen him since he was seven. In other words, he probably barely remembered him. But Edward would have. Why doesn`t he ever speak about his father in Ricardian fiction? Why doesn`t Cecily? Why does Richard never say in any conversation with Anne, or Francis, or someone else he is close to, something about his father? Even if he could not remember him, he must have grown up with stories about him. Why is Warwick never shown speaking about him? Basically every Ricardian book contains a scene in which Warwick tries to convince Richard to side with him against Edward. Why does he never mention Richard of York in that? Why doesn`t George ever breathe a word about him? It always feels like he is a plot point who is then promptly forgotten about once Edward is king. There should be something in those novels to show he had an impression on the people in his life. That he influenced them.
And even in Ricardian fiction, provided it isn`t written in the first person, can show his interactions a little bit. There is quite some evidence that, as far as medieval families go, the Yorks were fairly close. So show Richard of York speaking about his plans with his wife at the beginning of the story. Show him worrying about what will happen with her nephew, the Earl of Warwick. Show him laugh about something with Edmund, or scold Edward about something, or ask George and Richard`s nurses if his sons are prospering, or tell Margaret she will make someone a splendid wife someday. Something normal. Even something clicheed like that. Something that fleshs him out a little bit.
Even the otherwise good āThe Sunne in Splendourā has him just always lurking in the shadows at the beginning, never speaking as far as the reading is concerned. And that`s just not right.
In any case, the man was fascinating.
Thwarted Queen series by Cynthia Haggard is from the point of view of Cecily Neville, and prominently features Richard of York.
Also, The Founding (Book 1 of The Morland Dynasty Series) by Cynthia Harris Eagles features Richard. It's about a girl that falls in love with Richard, and continues to love him from afar for the rest of her life, even after being forced to marry someone else.
Of all the numerous books about the Wars of the Roses, I have only come across two that prominently feature Richard of York. He was a fascinating man, and I would love to see more fiction about him.
Haven't updated in a while. I had my first nerve block in January. I kind of woke up in the middle of the procedure (they put me completely under for it due to my doctor's concern with how sensitive my pelvis is). I felt a little pain, but they put me right back out. I was completely numb while I was in the recovery room, but my normal discomfort started coming back when we drove home. The next day, I was back to my normal discomfort. I had my second nerve block today. I always ask for the IV to be put in my hand rather than my arm. I've never had a problem before, but today the veins in my left hand weren't cooperating. They tried two IVs in my left hand (which, when they're trying to put in an IV with uncooperating veins, is just SO fun) and then one in my right hand. Right hand was successful right away, but it got really swollen and painful when they took it out after the procedure. It's better now, but at first I thought maybe part of the IV broke off in my hand and was still in there lol. I told my pain doctor that the first nerve block didn't really do much, so he targeted some different nerves today. I think last time he just did my pudendal nerve; today he did my pudendal and dorsal clitoral nerves. He asked me if I have ever been diagnosed with PGAD. I told him that my urogynecologist has mentioned PGAD and pudendal neuralgia, but I haven't gotten an official diagnosis yet. The pain doctor wants me to discuss switching my treatment to botox injections instead of the steroid injections I've been getting. He said he has been following multiple studies showing success with botox in patients with PGAD, and that he recently had success with one of his patients doing it. Pelvic numbness lasted a little longer this time (I was numb through the ride home, lunch, and when we watched the Mr. Peabody and Sherman movie at home). I then took a nap; when I woke up I was back to my normal discomfort level. I'm going to call my urogynecologist tomorrow to set up an appointment to talk to him about changing to botox. I have also been wanting to discuss putting me on Diazepam regularly, as it's the only thing that has really helped me without making me super sick. I also want to talk to a psychiatrist about my anxiety. I think it could possibly be making my symptoms worse. Plus it would be nice to be less anxious. My mom has really bad anxiety and when I was talking to her about mine the other day, she said I have a lot of common signs of anxiety. There's a psychiatrist who specializes in treating patients with chronic pain, and he works out of the pain clinic I went to today, so I'm going to hit him up. I'm feeling pretty low today. I'm trying really hard to be optimistic, but none of my treatments have really done much (aside from the Diazepam, which was only supposed to get me through to the first nerve block). I feel really stressed about work right now; there are ton of projects coming up, that I have to travel for, and my boss said pretty soon I am going to be doing them on my own. I'm sure that's not helping with my illnesses. On a positive note, my husband has been nothing but supportive, especially lately. A recent example that really touched me was, since the weather has been better, he brought up getting back into mountain biking, which I used to love. I told him my concerns with how it can make my issues worse (haven't tried since the pelvic pressure/arousal symptoms appeared). Without missing a beat he said we could buy recumbent bikes and go in the parkway by our house. Basically, you recline, and it's way less pressure on the pelvis. I was really touched by how accommodating he was. :) Another positive note, our breeder confirmed yesterday that her female corgi is pregnant, and the litter will be here in early May. I had reached out to her about a month ago about getting a second corgi, and she said we would have first pick, since nobody else had asked about the planned litter. So corgi #2 will be ours in July! :D
Updated Marriage Equality shows Alabama now becoming the 37th State to legalize same sex marriage.
Get your shit together, Michigan.
Corg Life may be concluding, but Otisās adventures will continue on.Ā A huge thanks to Chris for his amazing art, and to the fans who kept us going this long.
Artwork by Chris Gugliotti [webcomic | tumblr]
Itās been a blast. Thank you everyone.
I am so sad that CorgLife is ending. And this final comic made me tear up. My corg is always there for me even when Iām at my worst. He loves when I can chase him in the yard, or take him for long walks, but he doesnāt care if I need to stay on the couch all day when Iām in pain. He loves me the way I am, and to me, he is perfect. :)
ā¦Iāve also got a kinda cool husband. Just a little bit. ;)

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