Oh well, whatever, nevermind

Feeling really unfulfilled. Really neglected. Taken for granted. Undervalued and under appreciated. And you don’t even seem to notice that I’m upset. I hate that I can’t tell if you’re just pretending things r normal or if you actually think things r okay. All I know is that they’re really, really not ok. Maybe you need to miss me for a while. Maybe I need to leave and see if I can be happier on my own.

. . .

I don’t think I’ve ever felt so depressed and empty. I don’t even have anyone to call that I could talk to. I have no one. I no my boyfriend loves me but how do I feel so alone w him right next to me? I get home from work and he’s already been asleep for 3-4 hours. He’s not waking up. He hasn’t tried to touch me in so long. I feel so deflated